Joeys love became real

 From the beginning. Its was just before Christmas when Joey had realise something was not right with her marriage.  Something has been off for some time now but she was to held up by her 2 kids and being the perfect housewife that J.D wanted her to be.   Something told her to check his phone, but how could she he would sleep with it under his pillow. That's how attached he was to his phone.  But one night he left his phone in the living room to go take a bath and she realised that this was it, this was her chance to take a look at what was cooking.  And soon for her regret she had realise he had a b***h. She was livid. She felt everything explode in one moment and it was nothing like that, that she had expected. She went into the bathroom and began her sentence. I thought everything was going well between us, i said and could feel my blood boil. I wanted to push his head in the water and hold him there. But i could not. As i stood there waiting for an answer he just looked as me speechless with eyes as wide as if he maybe was thinking he was dreaming. Though the reality quickly came to him as i slapped him across the face. I could feel my hand burning but shook it off. I turned around to exit the bathroom, then i heard myself ask him do you love her. I was surprised that i said that. And even more surprised that he answered me as quick as he did, but all he said was yes he does. I felt the rage and went into the room to find the kids sound asleep. I looked at them with emotions flooding my eyes. I could not believe what i have heard. And with the tears running down my cheek Julie woke up and at that time she was just over a year old. I gave her bottle and rocked her in her bed, she soon fell asleep again. With me standing in the kids room looking at them i knew there was only one thing to do. I called my mother while i was outside the house away from the cheater with a cigarette and soon was cry all over again. My mother answered as i knew she would. She would never miss a call from me. I slowly begin telling her what happened and all she managed to say was when are you coming home. As i did not give that a thought yet i just said i will let you know, and with that we said our goodbyes and hang up. At that moment i was busy with my third cigarette. I could still feel my blood boil  as i turned to go inside the Mason came running out. A terrified 5 year old boy jumped into my arms. As i held him he told me he had a bad dream. I hugged him tighter and took him into the house. J.D was sitting in the living room again busy on his phone. I glared at him and took Mason back to bed lying next to him telling him it was just a dream. My soul felt dark and i knew we had to get away from him asap.  I could not sleep that night as i was thinking about what laid ahead. And i knew what to do. A week passed as i tried to plan everything and packed. It was about 3 o clock the Saturday morning when my mother called me and said they are outside.  I was shocked, did not expect them at all. My brother was with her.  They came to help me get away from him. I felt relieved as i knew J.D would not try to stop me from taking my kids with me. As he did not care much for them at all. About half past 4 we were done loading my belongings and i could get away from him. We have been together since i was in high school. And i were dumb enough to marry him.  Well after 7 years of me he decided he needed someone younger. And she was younger. She was fresh out of high school and he was about 27. Yes we were young when we married. I was 19 and he was 21 when we married. Dumb and young. Luckily i had a very supporting family and they came to rescue me. Soon we were heading to my mothers place. I was so unsure about everything. Christmas came and we had fun. Mason has been asking when his father would come. I did not know what to tell him and soon he stopped asking. I felt everything was my fault. I could not understand why he would do that to me and the kids. Everything seemed fine between us, we were happy. Or so i thought.  I started looking for a job as i have not worked in 4 years, and the last place i work was a daycare for kids. So for 5 moths i have been job hunting a could not find anything or was under qualified.