Regretted Rejection

Chapter 3: Unfortunate I Am

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     How dare she draw pictures of me. I felt bad for the hate running through my thoughts. Then again it only lasted a  second before it converted into pure rage. I didn't understand how the moon goddess could have matched me with such a weak, useless, murdering soul. My rage continued to flare as I walked up to a tree a few yards away from her home. She might not be able to sense it. I could already tell. I could smell her scent it was like strawberry and cinnamon cupcake. weird, I know but the smell was heavenly. Ugh, why can't I keep a straight thought. I could nor would I ever choose her as my mate. Since she is not 18 Yet I don't have to worry about the mate pull. My wolf started to growl in the back of my mind. I keep on replaying the thought of how repulsed I am to find out that she is my mate. Also I am utterly pissed that she has been watching me, drawing me like some kind of freakish stalker. I watched as she cleaned the mess I had made. smugness hit me. Thinking yep just like a good woman and mate. Hahaha. Shortly after that I watch as she went behind her house to start a fire in what looked like a deep fire pit. Well, I wonder if she did that, it's a smart move so the fire would be in ground and not able to get out of control. She grabbed a big deep metal pot and went inside. When she came back out she was struggling as she carried water over to sit onto the fire. She then went inside and pulled a huge plastic clothes tub out of her home. She had a thin amount of water in it already and she went in grabbed a towel. Why did she need a towel? the water started to boil and she grabbed it and dumped it in. I watched as she repeated this until tub was completely filled. That is when she did what I was not expecting at all. She started stripping. She was standing there butt naked right in front of my eyes. Even thought she was so small and frail I could help to be affected by her nakedness. Her breast were still plump. She had the most pink n*****s that I had ever seen and of course they were very much erect. Much like my other head. Maybe it was seeing my mate like that or the fact I wasn't screwing some slut. My anger seeped about why the hell this girl, my supposed mate but naked where anyone could walk by and see her.

    "She is our mate. You won't be able to resist the pull  to her that will only get stronger. Then finally I will win and be able to mark her." My wolf said, like he had won the lottery.

      " Don't think you win. I may screw her but I will never mark her." I said, triumphantly.

   He huffed and went to recede to the back of my mind. 

         She laid back awhile then she dipped her head under the water and it sounded like she was trying to scream. I stopped the urge to check what was wrong before she slowly came back up out of the water. I looked at the frail creature below me as she got out and put the towel over top of her. She ran inside completely oblivious to the fact that I was watching and put on some clothes then laid in bed. I waited hunkered down on the branch. She turned in bed and I hear her breathe steady and her heart slow down. I silently lowered myself to the ground, took a huge breath of her scent in. I will be back. As for right now I had to go find someone to take all this desire out on. I think I have the perfect girl. I'll be back tomorrow Mate.

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                   ::::::::Sapphire::::::

       After cleaning up my trashed home. I put my music on and try to get my mind off the fact that someone had been in my room. They trashed it. What were they looking for? I had nothing that they could possibly want. Why had they torn up my sketch book, and they only took Jesus's pictures, why? All these questions toyed with my mind. Why can't I just keep this time as a prisoner / slave in peace? all I had to do is wait for my eighteenth birthday then I could get out of here. I needed a release. I went outside around back to start a fire in my fire pit. They had only given me access to cold water I had to make this so I could have hot also. I had made the fire pit shortly I was first brought here. I grabbed a big soup pot that the kitchen was throwing out cause it had started to rust. I went to fill with water to boil. After that I got my clothes container it was really big. I am mean not that it mattered I had lost so much weight that I could have fit comfortably in a medium sized one. I made my perfect heated bath. I then undressed I knew no one would see me I had done this hundreds of times. I relaxed as I let the hot water soak into all the spots on my body that were sore. I had my marks on my body from the beatings I got when I first had to move here. Some came from my mother, sister, or random guards, but most came from me brother he had even cut me with a silver coated belt buckle leaving a scar down  the side of my leg. That time they had to take me to the Pack doctor to help me due to the silver. They didn't want me dead yet. My body tensed for a second as I felt like I was being watched. I looked around and didn't see or hear anything out of the normal. I guess its my nerves due to the break in. I lay back in the water and push my head under and scream. Knowing the water would muffle the noise so no one would hear me. I raised back up and notice how the water had gotten cold. I got out put on my towel and went back inside. I got dressed  and laid down. I still had the feeling of eyes on me. If it was a rouge and they wanted to kill me, they could. I would not be afraid of that, not after all I have been through. Maybe a swift end would be better then dying my first shift cause I was under weight and probably not strong enough to take it   I feel the darkness of sleep taking me in.

        I woke up so hungry and notice I had slept past breakfast. OMG I had to hurry I got ready and raced toward to kitchen. When I walked in the people shot daggers at me. I turned and started sweeping around the tables. As I walked down an aisle I felt something over foot and before I realized it I had fell and kissed the concrete. I don't advise it to anyone, it hurts. I looked up to see what I tripped over. A small sparkly shoe sticking out and my sister smirking at me from above.

        "Look at that, Murderers really do fall sooner or later." she said, laughing evilly finishing it with a evil little gremlin smirk.

      " What brings you to the lowly life of the kitchens?" I said, with sarcasm dripping from every word. Where the courage to say something back to her came from I will never know. Then I felt it, burning like a fire had just been lit on my cheek. I realized she had just smacked the crap out of me.

        " Don't you dare think your allowed to talk to me in that tone. I will be the future Luna of this pack and you will respect me as such." She said, as her anger boiled over anyone near by could feel it coming off of her in waves.

          You're a little young don't you think? My mind questioned but I didn't dare say it. Her voice brought me back to what she was saying.

       "Jesus knows it's me, he sensed it. He thought about choosing someone else that was almost 18. But then he caught my scent and knew it was me made for him. Yes we will wait to mark until 18 due to laws. He said that I have some say in all the decisions of this pack and he will see to it for them to work out. So I gave him my thoughts about what should happen to you. We agreed you should be locked up and tortured until you finally admit what you did to father. Jesus even said he would personally over see your torture." She said triumphantly, as she gave me one last glare and stalked off leaving me with my thoughts.

     I did nothing. If her or anyone had eyes and half of brain they would see I'm malnourished and live in terrible conditions. Even though it hurt a little admitting that. It's all I have and I do what I can to keep everything in the best condition I could. I wouldn't ever say that to anyone though, to afraid I'd get a beating for talking out of term. What if what she said was true? Would they lock me up? If Alpha hadn't locked me up, why would they do it now? Why couldn't I live in peace. I finished up the rest of my day in a haze. The worry of being locked up was plaguing my minds like a dark shadow making every noise around made my skin crawl. When I finally got home in the evening. I didn't even bathe. To afraid I would be taken naked. My door didn't have a lock. So I put the only little chair in my home against door to make noise if someone tried to come in while I was sleeping. I did my routine of getting ready for bed. I laid down staring at the ceiling. Right before darkness consumed me I felt like I was being watched. I was already slipping into sleep. I hope I won't be in danger. 

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        I had the perfect Idea while I was mating with the beta's youngest daughter. She always told me that if I chose a mate to choose her because she felt as if she loved me. Perfect, She was beautiful, and I could use her to do what I needed. I needed to get Sapphire out of my system so I wanted to get her to a place screams were always heard. I wanted to get her to a place that I could take her all of her and have an excuse to be there for the time I would spend there. I needed it to seem like it was my mate's wants and that my mate was scared so my father would allow it. So I came up with a plan. I was pounding her hard and she was moaning muffled by the jacket she was biting. We always came her to the caves in the forest no one would ever come here other then me and who ever I brought.  She started to arch her back I knew she was trying not to c*m yet so I started pounding her deeper and biting on her n****e while I squeezed the other one. She screamed as she started to come again and again over and over as I plunged as deep as I could go before filling her up with my hot seed.  I buried my head in her neck took a big whiff. She smelled like some sort of strange flowery scent I knew she wasn't my mate but I had to play it out.

           " I thought you were my mate, but now I am sure you are. I love your smell. It's making my wolf go crazy. You probably can't tell because you haven't shifted. I can tell and I feel like I am finally with me other half." I said, smiling feeling queasy in my stomach. My wolf hadn't talk to me since he heard my thoughts of what I'll do to my mate.

          " OMG, finally you felt it to. I believed it for a while but you never seemed to notice. I found my mate I am so happy. I already love you so much. Is that to soon?" she said, blushing.

         " No Baby, OMG no I love you too. I can't wait till your 18 so I may mark you. But I am worried baby what about your sister. I don't want her to hurt you or try to murder you and my father won't listen to me alone if I tell him I want her locked up." I lied, convincingly.

           "Honey, you can tell him you know I am you're mate and I am afraid she will harm me because she has threatened me, you could reassure him with that you will personally get her to admit to killing my father and to wanting to hurt me." She said, smiling.

         " Yes baby, first thing in the morning we will go to my father and talk to him. let's get you back home my love." I said, smiling because she did exactly as I wanted.

          In the morning, I went to find her and we went straight to my father. He was so happy, I could sense my Mate so early. It would give him time to get things in order to step down and hand me the title.  We then started saying that we wanted Sapphire Palacios to be locked up. That I would torture her to get the truth on our former beta and my mate being threatened. With both of us there he agreed at night fall we could take her after everyone has went to sleep me, some guards and her brother. I told him I am taking her to the red room. He only said do what you must. You must learn to make the decisions that will affect your whole pack one day. I gave my baby a kiss and went to prepare my night. Then I crept to My hiding place to watch her as she was getting ready to go to bed. I continued to watched her as she slept some times she would giggle a bit then back to normal. It will be time soon.

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~~~~~~~~~ Dream ~~~~~~~~~

       It was pure black oblivion. There was flashes of light and a voice saying I needed to run. I tried to run I couldn't I was free falling into darkness no where to run to. The dream started to snap more light across my path until finally I was somehow standing in a open field with hundreds of flowers all around some I had never seen before. The Most beautiful women I had ever seen came walking towards me from the edge of a forest I had just noticed was on the edge of the field. She had a smile that could only be described as motherly. She walked up to me and looked out to what was behind her. There was a little girl she kind of looked like I knew her but maybe she was a girl I see around the pack. There was a Beautiful white wolf playing with her. She would put her hands over her eyes and count the wolf would go hide. and when she finally got to 10 she looked around started laughing and held out a hand a little blue sparkle left it and went right over to the wolf to hover over it's head. The little girl laughed like she was crazy as she took off to claim victory but to only get there and the wolf had blinked and landed to a different position. I sttod there in awe watching them. Question in mind. Was the girl a witch? Was the wolf a rare? Witches had went extinct as the stories told it. Rare's there was only 4 in the whole world recorded. The women turn and looked at me. I had almost forgotten about her. She gave me a smile again.

             " Hello, My child. Do not be afraid. I have come to tell you that you must be strong. I know you have been through and I have no control over choices only over who you are destined with. I do know your road is a treacherous one and you will want to give up. You will want death, but please dear child you must endure, you must carry on. It's the only hope for what's to come." As she said that she raised her hands and I turned only to see that little girl and the wolf standing right in front of me before I could move the touched me  and my dream disappeared. I was jolted awake by a crash followed by wood splintering a it broke my chair and 6 people piled into my room.