Their Expectations

Prologue

    My life was everything but ordinary, from the way I dressed to the way I acted. I was never a girly girl, i liked to play sports, hang out with boys, yea i had barbies,and stuffed animals.But I liked to play in the dirt, and make mud pies. I thought it was normal for a kid, but not a girl. Society has everything planned out for you if your girl, you would grow up playing with dolls, not monster trucks, you would play dress up, not play baseball. 

    I’ve never been good enough,  it ranged in from my weight, to the way I looked, and dressed. I have always felt self conscious about the way I looked, i always dressed to hide my body, I never wear anything I liked, I would  wear clothes that make me look skinny, because society wouldn't accept me if i was anything than less.

     You would think my family would tell me no I'm not fat, or I'm perfect just the way I am but no, they were the main cause of the down fall of my self esteem. To my mom I wasn't girly enough, to my dad I wasn't pretty enough, and lastly my brother the whole reason I'm so uncomfortable with my body, I wasn't skinny enough. But in the end I grew to except THEIR EXPECTATIONS.