The absconded

Virginia

The first thought after I opened the door and saw the person who stood in front of me, I made a note in my head to remind myself and teach my daughter not to open the doors of your house for people you aren't sure who they are, or if you can't see them through the hole don't open.

Taking the corner of my lower lip in between my teeth I nibbled thinking of particularly nothing, yeah I was admiring his masculine features but that wasn't the point. He stood there looking at me with all his glory, he was still in his tux from the restaurant, he looked at me with such intensity, the same intensity he looked at me five years ago, on that night.

"Y-yes?" I managed with a little difficulty to ask him.

"May I come in?" He asked politely, I didn't miss the way his right palm clenched in a fist, probably not much for a first impression. I thought. 

"I'm afraid you can't." It took my all strength to say that, plus he was a complete stranger, how was I even expected to take him in? I wanted to scoff.

"Why?" Is all he asked, a look of disappointment and hurt crossed his beautiful face. Yeah I know, 'beautiful' word ain't for men but the way he looks, I'll call him beautiful. 

It always bugged me how some words were categorized under masculine and feminine, it sounded stupid and indeed is absurd. Whoever did this must be paying for their deeds in hell. 

"What are you doing here? How did you find my address?" I asked the million dollar question. He shrugged not answering, I wanted to play that, 'why are you here sir? Did you leave anything in the hotel?' Game. But I was an adult and I had to act like one.

His perfect lips parted. He said, "Let's leave it on me, why don't you?" He c****d his eyebrow.

"Suits me, now if you'll show yourself out." With that I was about to close the door but he stuck his foot and managed to open the door and close it with me pressed between the door and him.

"L-let me go!" I screeched.

"Quit the act, you remember me don't you?" He asked, he highly intimidated me from our close proximity and him being pressed against my chest wasn't helping either.

"What are you talking about?" I asked wiggling my body in order to get away from his prying eyes.

"Quit the act!" He almost yelled and then closing his eyes took a deep breath before reopening his eyes. I couldn't utter a single word, I breathed against his chest, his facial features changed and hurt replaced it again.

"Please tell me you know from that night." He pleaded almost lost. I wanted to scream a yes, but I didn't know him at all, and now that I have a kid I couldn't take any chances of telling him everything and jeopardise our lives.

He is her father!! I yelled in my head, but my judgement didn't change. There was a box filled with doubt in my head, a box full of guilt in my chest for keeping things away, both were rattling making annoying noise, wanting to get out and fill my head and chest with completely two different emotions, the only defence I had was my rational thinking, and I wasn't gonna take a decision when my emotions were getting the worse out of me. Not in a million years.

"I don't." I managed without crying out.

"I KNOW YOU DO! DON'T LIE, I'VE BEEN SEARCHING FOR YOU FROM LAST FIVE YEARS!" hell broke loose when he yelled. He was angry yet there was some warmth and glint of hope in his eyes. 

It was hard for me to act strong. I didn't want to, it is a shitty feeling, keeping everything to myself and dealing with stuff myself mostly over thinking, but people around me weren't capable of handling my perspective or what circled my heart, they just weren't. I feared what would happen if I continued keeping it to myself, probably I'll end up in a hospital bed with a doctor in his sixties examining an xray of my brain and telling my daughter or Adam, I've burst a nerve because of over thinking or I have a tumor. Irony was it didn't scare me.

I glanced up meeting his glossy eyes, why was he searching for me? I thought it was just some one night stand where I lost my virginity and got pregnant.

"Please leave." I choked out, he sighed deeply and rested his forehead against mine, I held my breath in not wanting to breathe on his mouth.

"Please muffin." He muttered. What am I supposed to say, because of that night now we have a daughter that you're unaware of? 

This is so confusing and frustrating at the same time! It was all going good, me, restaurant, Lilith, Adam, and house! Then why did he have to pop up all of a sudden and that too at my home!? 

"Please......" he muttered again, defeated. Magnus's finger trailed the path on my left cheek making me give in for more.

"I guess...You have mistaken me for someone, it's my house and I want you to leave." I could literally feel his hot breath on my face, making me flush. Finally I turned my face to the other side making his hand fall down. I heard him exhale.

"No! I know properly, I'm not mistaking you for anyone!" He yelled, he looked at me with hurt in his eyes. How could one yell in frustration and show hurt in their eyes at the same time? 

How? 

"Did you really forget what happened that night?" He asked, making me recall that night.

Flashback:

He grabbed my hand and we both walked out of the club. I could see people making out and sucking each other's faces out but I could only focus on the Greek God pulling me away from all these monsters. I was sober already, a bit tipsy maybe? But sober enough to know that I'm going to give up my virginity to a complete stranger.

Is this what people do when they're upset? Have s*x? I'm sure they do. I mean I've never heard it and never found it appealing either, my life was a complete mess back and is mess right now as well but is s*x legit the solution to forget everything? 

Temporarily? 

He walked us to the parking lot and pushed me against some car, pressing himself against me, I sucked in a foul breath looking up in his eyes.

"Do you want to do it here or my room? Honestly I can't wait baby," He whispered in my ear, I felt something wet on the shell of my ear, it felt so sensual I held on his shirt pulling him to me.

"Your room." I mumbled before getting on my toes and sinking my teeth in his neck sucking up a mark, I heard him moan as he pushed me further against the car.

"Let's get out of here, I want you." He said pulling away from him, I opened my mouth to ask him his name but he pressed his lips against me for a quick kiss. My palm fisted his perfect hair to keep him from pulling away, and to my disappointment he pulled away after one last lick on my lower lip.

His hand intertwined with me as he pulled me towards his car, he unlocked the matte car who's name of course I don't know, just great. I rolled my eyes embarrassed.

He opened the door for me, chivalry I scoffed. I looked at him as he smiled at me and gestured to me to sit inside, which I did. He closed the door walking towards the other side as he sat himself in the driver's seat and soon the vehicle roared to life.

The vehicle started moving and I waited patiently, am I really willing to give up my flower? Is this really the time? Am I even ready? 

All these questions circled in my head until I felt hand on my thigh, all the second thoughts of climbing out of the car and running for the hills went out of the closed window only with his touch, I looked at the hand and looked up to see the stranger looking at me with a reassuring smile on his face, isn't this a- what you s*x freak people call it? Yeah a 'quickie' for him? 

I mean of course, why would he be interested in a woman like me? Or might I add 'a virgin woman' like me? I'm sure once he knows I have legit zero experience in this field he'll leave me on the bed, naked.

My hands were sweating as if someone had fit a faucet inside it and left it open, geesh I don't even have anything to wipe, and his hand on my inner thigh now wasn't helping either.

The car came to a stop, I looked out of the window, did he bring me to a cheap motel? Not that I mind because of a hard fact I wasn't rich or had resources, I wasn't expecting much. I hope not, I'm really not ready to have an encounter with cops on the very first day of my life outside that hell.

I've watched in the news and read in newspapers how cops come and raid the cheap motels if they get some information about drugs being involved.

I took a glance at him and he smiled down at me, why is he smiling so much? Geesh I'm already weak in my knees if he keeps on smiling like that I might pass out because of my weak knees.

That didn't make any sense I know, but feel me will you? 

I looked out again and this time not a glance but a whole good look, to my surprise it wasn't a motel, it was a freaking hotel, I mean a good looking hotel, wow.

This guy's loaded I suspected. 

I saw the door opening, I saw the stranger waiting for me with his hand forward for me to take and climb out, I blushed remembering I zoned out and clambered out, he closed the door behind and slipped his hand around my waist pulling me impossibly closer to him.

I gasped but it had no effect on him, he walked us through the massive doors, he gave the valet his keys and kept walking.

We passed through reception and I saw the receptionist was eyeing him like she's been hungry for his touch from ages.

Bitch! 

We didn't even have to wait for the elevator as it quickly opened and we both were inside in no time, he pushed the button and leaned on the wall opposite to me and stared at me shamelessly. I squirmed under his gaze but he kept on staring as if I'm his property, I gulped thinking what he might do to me once we reached the room.

This better be gentle.

It is, right? 

I felt something wet on and inside my ear shell, he licked my ear and let out a hot breath in it.

This is good, I thought.

"There's more to come baby." He whispered.

I looked at him in pure horror, how did he know what I was thinking.

"Because you said it out loud." He s*****d my ass, I was just going to do a face five with the elevator door but he managed to pull me close to him. To his chest! He's hard, my hands were on his chest, I could feel his hard body under my palm, I looked up in his eyes, dark eyes I might add. He kissed my cheeks that made me turn red, doors of the elevator opened.

Thank God! 

His hands slipped from my sides to my waist, he gave me a smirk and walked us out of the door to the room crossing the huge hallway. My palms were sweating and my waist was all hot and bothered because of his hand, from my peripheral vision I saw him removing the room key.

Which was a card? 

Yeah a card.

He swiped the card as the door opened, he looked down at me and smiled, his smiles!! I took a deep breath and stepped inside, I was suddenly slammed against the door trapped between him and the door.

"You know...how much you're tempting me?" His voice was husky as his finger trailed tracing my jaw to my neck. I moaned when I felt his lips on mine, God knows how much I've been waiting for this.

I wrapped my hands around his neck and pulled him closer to me, his hands started roaming on my body, discovering each and every part. He nibbled on my lower lip asking for permission, I opened my mouth for his tongue to r****h me, his hands were just below my breast as it moved up and pinched my n****e through my dress.

It caused me to pull away, gasping. He didn't stop there as he started trailing kisses from my jaw to my neck, he sucked on my skin just below my ear as I moaned out loud, causing him to lick it.

"Found it." He cajoled and sucked there harder.

"Oh....please....." my hands were pinned to the wall, my back was arched for him to r****h me and that's exactly what he did, he pulled away and turned me around, my chest was pressed to the cold door, my n*****s hardened at the contact and I moaned.

He pushed my hair aside and licked my neck making me gasp, "please..." I pushed out, "soon.." he whispered in my ear, blowing hot breath and next I felt his fingers undoing my dress. I was drunk on lust, no man ever touched I never knew how it feels to be r****h by a person who craves your body, "are you sure?" He asked again, his finger rubbing circles on my back.

"Yes." I nodded and sighed in relief when I heard the sound of the zipper, my dress fell down making me gasp, he trailed his hands down my back and I almost sobbed in the pleasure I felt.

"So beautiful muffin." His hands grabbed my ass and gave it a tight squeeze.

"Please...more.." I begged I could feel him smile against my skin.

"Soon..." with that he slipped me out of my dress and carried me half naked to the bed, laying me down carefully, he got rid of his clothes and hovered over me.

He pulled me in a kiss and I arched my back trying to get more of his lips, his fingers traced the back of my back and then the hook of my bra, his lips never left mine, with his skilful fingers he got rid of my bra in a matter of seconds. He pulled away and pushed the bra up and latched on my n*****s like a starved baby, he licked sucked and bit my n****e and then licked the pain away making me moan in pleasure.

And for the rest of the night he took me, in all way and every spot, I remember stumbling in the bathroom to take a quick piss but his large hands enveloped me from behind as he started kissing me, and right there in the bathtub I rode him like our lives dependent on it, 

After we finished he insisted we take a long and warm bath, relaxing in the jacuzzi. I sat between his legs with his fingers trailing path on my flat tummy, at some point I moaned curling my toes in the water, he pulled me against him kissing my hair.

"I'm so glad I met you muffin," he whispered, "so glad." He finished.

My head was swimming in the thoughts that would take place tomorrow morning, I might never see him again, in my life. That scared me.

"What are you thinking?" He asked, stroking my wet hair.

"My clothes, they're all ruined. You tore my undergarments." He chuckled, after we were done with the first time I pulled on my clothes and got under the bed with him, I wasn't ready to face him so I turned on the other side, but a moment later his voice and hand did their magic,

"Come to me, you're warm, baby."  He said.

Smiling, I let him take me to him, "I'll have someone get clothes for you, hoodie and a jean will do?" He asked kissing, 

"Any clothes would do, but at this time?" I pointed at the clock that sat on the counter. Strangely. 

"Yes, at this time." Were his last words I ever heard.

We slept after he made a call to God knows whom, he scooped me in his arms and made me feel safe. But the morning rolled earlier than I wanted, getting up naked I took quick steps and drew the curtains making it a little dark in the room, it was striking five thirty in the morning, the sun wasn't quite up but it was fairly bright. 

I took a quick stop in the bathroom, brushed my teeth, washed my face with the hand wash that was beside the basin, brushed my hair and came out quietly to see him sleeping. My eyes searched for my dress from last night but it instead fell on a brown bag that was on one seater couch.

Shrugging I pulled out the contents, thinking it was food, he told me last night I was going to have a hangover from all that liquor I consumed but strangely my head was doing just fine, just a low throbbing nothing much. I think it's because of the pill he made me take before we finally slept.

The brown bag had a green hoodie and grey sweats, and for the journey that awaited me and I didn't think my mother's dress would be the most comfortable to go with, yet when I found her dress I stuffed it in the brown bag making a quick reminder to take it with me, I didn't forget about the money, I stuffed my money in the brown bag ready to get out of here.

Dressing into the hoodie and sweatpants I made a quick dash to the door to leave and start looking for what to do next, well my agenda was to get out of the city, and start a new life. Swallowing I took a good look at him, this is where we part ways. I thought sadly.

His beautiful face was calling me, I just had to see it one last time, I strode towards him without making any noise, standing beside him I smiled, for reasons I couldn't take my eyes and the smile off me. 

"This is it." I swallowed, pressing a kiss on his forehead I shook my head, turning around I left the room, then the hallway, the floor came next, then the hotel and then the damn city.

I was finally free, and no one helped me, I did it on my own.

Flashback over.

"Remembered muffin?" He blew air in my ear, licking the shell.

"Yes.." I whispered, I just couldn't deny it anymore, I knew I'm screwed.

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A/n: I CAN'T f*****g WRITE SMUT!!