Chapter 1

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GENEVIEVE -The bravest thing I ever did was continuing my life when I wanted to die- "You are a disgrace to this pack. Why don't you go and kill yourself? You are the most pathetic wolf I have ever seen. Oh! Wait, should I even call you a wolf? Because I don't think you have one, right?" "b***h, look at her. She is so weak that she can't even defend herself. So pathetic. You should kill yourself, Genevieve. You are nothing and nobody cares about you." "Yeah! No one cares about you. Everyone hates you, including your brother. You are responsible for your parents' death, do you hear me? You are bad news." "They all are right, b***h. I don't care about you. I am ashamed to call you my sister. You are a shame to me and this whole pack. You killed my parents. I hate you more than anyone." "Yes! We all hate you. You should go and die. I wonder what your mate would do to you. Trust me, he will kill you first time he will realize it's you. You will never be loved, never." "True. You are nothing to anyone. You mean nothing to us, to this pack. Just kill yourself. It will be a great favor to this pack." With every single sentence, I felt their feet collided with my body. I curled myself in a ball and bit the inside of my cheeks to stop myself from screaming. It was too much to take. But it wasn't new. It was always like this. They all hated me because I was the weakest. After a few more insults, they left me there, bleeding. Slowly, tears started flowing from eyes and the pain erupted throughout my body. There was no one around. I screamed loudly taking all my frustration out. I pushed myself up but couldn't grab the energy so I sat facing my back to lockers. I wiped my tears and sat there staring at the ceiling. 'I just wish I would be dead by now. I couldn't bring myself to do suicide because I promised my father that I would never go there ever. Sometimes, I just wanted to break that promise but then I couldn't do that. My brother was Beta of the pack but he hated me more than anything. It was him who started pushing me around and took all his frustration out on me. Everybody just joined in. Alpha was his best friend so I was an official punching bag of the whole pack. They all just hated me. No one ever showed any mercy on me. I was unable to shift in my wolf but I knew she was there. She was weaker than me but I could feel her inside me.' I looked at the watch and it was almost four. I had to go back to pack house to do the cleaning and other stuff. I stood shakily, whining in pain. I took my bag and started walking towards pack house. I had no one except my brother who hated me more than anyone. Former alpha and Luna gave me a small place in the attic to stay. It wasn't a great place to live but at least it kept me safe from harsh reality. It took me 20 minutes to reach pack house. I put medicine on my bruises and then changed into my working clothes and went to the kitchen. I started with the dinner preparations when I realized there were people coming towards kitchen chatting. I took a step back when I realized it was Alpha, my brother, and their friends. I kept my head low knowing it wouldn't be of any help. "Look, little miss sunshine is here." Samantha cooed eying me. She was my brother's Xander's mate. I didn't react and kept working. She never hurt me physically and I had even seen her giving me sympathetic looks when no one was around. Suddenly I felt pain and my gaze turned towards Alpha, alpha Mason. He was in a deep make-out session with his girlfriend, Kylee. It hurt so badly. Well, this is another thing; I didn't tell anyone that Mason was my mate. When he came to know, he threatened me not to tell anyone. I couldn't accept the rejection so every time, he was with another girl it killed me. The pain was so bad that sometimes I used to pass out. This was one of the reasons my wolf was weak. A mate was someone who was supposed to love you, to care about you but my mate rejected me, the first time he saw me. He wanted me dead but he couldn't kill me. That was the only thing which could have kept the promise of my father. I was waiting for the day when someone would have killed me. But they wouldn't, knowing I was someone to pick on. They just made my life hell. Mason pulled back and his eyes met mine, there were pure hatred and disgust filled in them and I was used to it. I lowered my gaze continuing my work. The tears welled in my eyes as usual. "Hey s**t, give me my soup." Kylee, Mason's girlfriend yelled at me. I flinched at her tone and she just chuckled. I gave her the soup and the next second, she threw that bowl at me. It hit me hard and blood started flowing from near my temple. I held back a sob and wiped it with my other hand. "Just clean it and get out of here," Xander yelled. I ignored the new bruise which was forming on my temple and cleaned up the whole mess. I didn't dare to meet anyone's eyes. They all went outside and I slid across the wall, tears flowing freely across my cheek. I came to the terrace and there was no one there. My stomach growled but I wasn't allowed to eat unless my brother's permission and he kept me starving till I was drained. I looked up at the stars and smiled through my tears, "Hey, mom, dad, how are you? Daddy, can you please take back that promise because I really don't want to live. I want to come to you. It hurts too much. I can't handle it. They all hate me so much. All I have is your memories. The one person who was supposed to love me has already rejected me. I know I am weak but it's really my fault? I have tried so much to shift but I can't. Every member in this pack hates me and thinks that I killed you. I didn't, daddy. I didn't. You know that, right? Do you love me? Because I don't love myself. I don't." I wiped my tears and stared at the stars hoping, they are listening to me. After some time, I came back to the attic and fell on the only sheet I had. The floor was cold but I couldn't complain. I tried to sleep but it never came. Suddenly, harsh pain erupted in my heart, making my heart go crazy. I knew what was happening. Mason was with someone right now. I cried till my tears dried and the pain became bearable. 'I was cleaning up Mason's room when I felt someone standing behind me. I turned and found him staring at me with hatred in his eyes. "What the f**k are you doing here?" he yelled. "I... Alpha... I just... I came to clean y... your room." I stuttered. "I told you before not to come here." He shouted and I flinched back because of his harsh tone. "I... Xander... Beta... told me to..." I started but was cut off, "I told what?" my brother came from behind Mason. "She is saying that you sent her to clean my room. I told you, Xander, I don't want her around me." he said with venomous words. My eyes filled with tears again. "I didn't. She is lying." Xander lied through his teeth. My head shot up in his direction and my eyes widened. Then I realized he set me up, again. Mason's fists were balled in a fist as he turned towards me. I took a step back. "I... I didn't..." I tried to say something but he slapped me across my face. I fell back on the floor with big force. Xander smiled smugly at me. "Pathetic." Mason growled and kicked me in my stomach, "I don't want to see your face again, you heard me?" he yelled and dragged me out of his room and threw me on the floor. I landed with a big thud, "Get lost." And he closed the door.' I flinched when I remembered this incident. Xander always found something which landed me in troubles. They did every harsh thing with me, they slapped me even whipped me sometimes. I knew my breaking point was near and it was getting impossible to live life. It was really impossible. 
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