Introduction - Moli Roy
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Moli Roy - Hi, I know you must be thinking that who the hell am I right, well I am Moli Roy, age 23 and I am Indian, I work as a PA and secretary for the CEO of Miller's group now.
You must be confused, why I am sharing my personal information with you and my answer for you is quite simple "hell this is my story" about my messed up life, about me being in a difficult situation. Believe me, I am crying right now because I remember every bitter moment of my life.
And yes it is also his story, probably you all are thinking that who I referring as "his", don't worry you will also get to know about him soon. This is actually "Our Story".
So let me start from the beginning when for the short duration my life is out of trouble where I worked in Mumbai for A and S company as the secretary of Mr Thomas with good pay.
But even having good pay and a good apartment for a living is not sufficient for spending the rest of your life right, My life is full of s**t which I regret still remember and also regret.
Sometimes I just want to wipe clean my past and rewrite it with some good stuff where I can't act with my heart and emotions like an i***t, but as you know we can't do that. So I am just trying to move on.
And fighting with the current pain in the ass which is caused only because of my past. I know you are guessing it right all problem which I am facing is because of my exes. Typical girl's problem right hmmm...
And I never use dirty words and language frequently, but if you also have these things with you. You might not even be able to control your mouth. So no sorry at all.
I made two terrible mistakes in my life one is Ronnie Sehgal my first love "whom I love more than myself and even my family and guess what he did ???.... he cheated on me with other women" and the other one is Max Roy " who loved me and when I fall for him, he leaves me like I am some sort of trash for some stupid reason ", though I am not upset or even sad because of stupid break up.
The thing is that I am completely f****d up now because of blind love and trust which I put on those Assholes, I was so blind that unable to analyze what kind of men they are. And now they are blackmailing me for the past few years because they both are psycho, " wants me back at any cost " and "one wants to hurt me cause I don't fulfil his stupid demands".
So finally I just manage to run away from my problem, my city a year ago and now I am far away from them, I am in Mumbai "which is called CITY OF DREAMS in India".
But still, they keep on trying to reach me through my so-called jerk friends who betrayed me in every manner and I just blocked everyone from of them from my life except one of my besties Nik.
She knows everything about me, about my f****d up life. She helped me in my hard time and I love her for not being an ass and judgemental towards me. She is my roommate, my only family in Mumbai.
I am good at hiding now and I just wish that everything will sort out soon so that I can go back to my family, I miss them badly. Yes, I am far away from them I don't want them in trouble and hurt because of me.
One thing is for sure family members can easily sense your problem and get worried for you and I am in a problem because of my own wrong decisions and I am afraid to tell them everything which happened in my past which still haunts me. So it is better to stay away from them for there and my own better. Thankfully they also want to settle down in a different town and I am happy that those stupid unable to harm my parents, As per their safety I left AGRA (The city of Taj or Taj Nagari).
I still talk to them they visit me sometimes and I love them, just being a coward I can't share anything with them because I am too scared of being a judge or worst being hated by them.
I am on my own now, All alone in this busy crowded world and city of dreams running, hiding and sorting my f****d up life.
I am still not the strong woman from inside but I learn a lot from my discussion, betrayal, hurt and emotions. now, I am trying to be strong and not to be afraid of any asshole out there waiting for me to torture me emotional or physical by any means.
Now there is no love, trust or relationships exist in my dictionary, No faith in love exists for me.
And the thing which exists in the fight for the right, my career and better life.
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