Chapter One - The Party

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“But I love him, Jenna!” I cried louder gripping the sides of my pillow as I continued to soak it up, “I’ve loved him since we started high school! It’s not fair! How could she?” “Babe in all fairness, she didn’t know.” “Didn’t know?! How could she not know?! Everyone knew! Even the teachers knew, but my sister couldn’t tell?!” I yelled sitting up straight on the bed to face Jenna with my eyes narrowed at her. “Hun, we all get that you’re not that good at keeping your cruses secret, but-” “He’s all I wanted Jenna, he’s all I think about, all I dream about…it’s not fair that she gets him with a snap of her fingers, but I’ve waited all this time and he still doesn’t notice me.” I scrubbed the back of my hand against my pale cheeks trying to wipe at the falling tears as my pathetic words rolled out of my mouth. “I know.” She whispered shifting on my bed so that she could wrap her arm around my shoulder and pull my head down on it. “But you gotta put a smile on your face and act like nothing’s wrong.” Sniffing, I nodded and allowed her to run her long slender fingers through my messy shoulder length brown hair. “One day he’s gonna wake up and realize what he’s been missing out on all this time and he’s gonna come running to you.” The number of times I’ve heard that line never gets old, but even though I felt like someone had ripped the heart out of my chest it sorta helped, but deep down I knew the truth. No guys ever broken up with my sister, they’ve never left her, she always left them. They just fall to her feet begging for her to give them a chance and she can have any guy she wants. Including Aiden Hues. The guy I’ve loved since I was twelve and I’m sixteen now! Plus, meeting the parent’s just shows how serious you’re getting, and that meeting happened last night. Safe to say, my night was spent with sobs locked up in my room. Of all the guys she could have had, she went and picked the one I wanted! But then maybe they suited each other, they were both heartbreakers and this way he knows I exist! How can two people be so damn oblivious to someone? It’s just impossible! “Look, if there’s anything that’s gonna cheer you up is going to the party.” “I don’t think so. Kylee’s gonna be there and I don’t I wanna watch them rubbing up against each other. Watching them kissing at school is enough.” I muttered pulling away from her and leaning back against the window, staring at my desk opposite the bed and the various photos covering the two mirrors on either side of the main circular mirror. Jenna’s party always turns out to be wild, that’s why she goes. “So what? Nance, you gotta show her she’s not the only peng Simmons in this family.” Jenna was scrawling at me and a weak smile tugged at my pink lips. “I guess.” Sighing, I made my way off the bed and towards the open wardrobe I reached for the hung up clothes that sat in a plastic bag on one of the doors. “I’m gonna get dressed in the bathroom, my outfit involves bra removal.” I nodded and waited until the door closed before throwing my outfit on the bed and staring at it with a frown as I placed my hands on my hips, narrowing my eyes at it. I didn’t see the point in all this, a fancy dress and some makeup aren’t going to change anything. But I guess I might as well go with it, what’s the worst that can happen? ~ Do you know when you try on a dress? And suddenly you have this nervous feeling that you might have just picked the worst dress in the world? Yeah, I was having that right now! Maybe looking in the mirror wasn’t helping. Yet, very oddly, I like this style at the exact same time. I wore at least four different skirts layered on top of each other to make them puff out and stop higher up my thighs exposing my fishnets. The skirts were slightly ripped on the sides so you could see each one until the last, I decided black, red, blue and purple were more . . . appropriate for the look. The top piece hugged my chest WAY too tightly! Never ever, am I going to wear a corset unless I’m dying! I CAN BARLEY BREATH IN THIS! The hot pink corset made my D cup boobs lift and pop out a lot more than usual and stopped just reaching my skirts. I wore elbow black gloves and pulled on a leather flying man’s jackets that had the arms ripped off and added a red choker necklace before slipping into a pair of pink Doc Martens’ boots. I allowed my long brown hair to fall down, framing my heavy makeup face as I placed the black Michael Jackson look-alike hat on top, slanted more to the left of my head. Yes, this was my pathetic attempt at dressing like Madonna in the 80s but more over the top. This is SO out of my league! I never show this much skin NEVER! “Hey Nancy, what do you think? Dracula gonna re-die or what?” Jenna burst into the room and my head snapped towards the door as my mouth fell all the way open. Now that is something I would NOT get caught dead wearing! “Uh . . . wow-” All the words left my mind as I focused my eyes on her skin-tight black leather dress, strapless and open way too wide down her chest stopping just under her belly button and exposing her bare tanned legs, the dress barely stopped after the curve of her bum! She wore a leather blood red cape over her shoulder, attached together with a set of fangs as clips on her neck. Her short blond hair was tied up in a bun with stake like pins holding it up and her lips were painted red with a drop of fake blood painted at the corner of her mouth. Her fake fangs were coated at the tips with it too and her eyes were shadowed with black. “Wow yourself! Madonna is totally you girl!” She howled smiling as she rushed over to me and tipped her fingers under my chin lifting my face up to the light examining my blue lipstick. My eyes were shadowed with different greens and silver glitter around the outside and my cheeks were powdered with pink while hers were white. “Truly a Madonna in disguise.” She muttered proud as she stepped back and folded her arms across her chest. “Yeah well, I don’t really feel like one.” “Come on Nance! Just forget everything for one night, it took me ages to convince you to go and now you’re not gonna enjoy it?” before I could say anything else, Jenna reached over grabbed my wrist and dragged me out the door and down the stairs. “We’ll take my car!” ~~ Remember when I said the party was gonna be wild, well the closer we got the more my stomach churned. I looked out her black convertible and my mouth slightly parted, we were looking for a parking space and the more I looked the more it seemed like the house was falling! “Jen, I think the house-” my voice trailed off as Jenna pulled the car over right in front of the house and I jumped out of the car. “Forget it; it’s not the house, its people.” Let’s just say, it was more of a naked party than a dress up and seriously, people jumping off the balcony and landing on each other just made me want to turn right around and go straight home! “This looks awesome!” Jenna whispered walking over towards me before tucking her car keys into her dress around her breast. “I don’t t-think I should be here,” my voice was almost a whisper and my eyes were widening more by the minute as more naked students came running out of the house tripping up and spilling beer all over themselves. The host is gonna be so pissed in the morning! But being this rich, I don’t think they really care. “Oh stop being such funny nunny and come on.” Jenna rolled her eyes before walking up onto the pavement and making her way towards the house with me trailing silently behind as people greeted her, looking her up and down. Why am I here? Why couldn’t I just heal at home by myself? The minute we entered inside all my thoughts were drowned out by the thumping music and the grinding bodies. The room to the left was the living room and that was full of people touching each other up and snogging and the hall wasn’t any different apart from they were dancing while getting in there. “Imma find Fred!” Jenna yelled leaning into me before walking and disappearing down the hall leaving me leaning against the door staring around at drunken, s****l and mad kids running, fainting, grinding and dancing all around. “Oh god, Oh god, Oh god!” I muttered under my breath as the heat suddenly hit. Ok, Jenna won’t be long! Maybe two to three hours and then we’re out! I can survive that long . . . OH GOD I CAN’T SURVIVE THIS! Breathe! Breathe Nancy! I closed my eyes for a second and taking a deep breath I stepped forwards but before I could take another step someone had their arm tightly around mine and pulled me to the side of the living room, spinning me around so that my chest banged against theirs and my hands grasped their ripped shirt exposing the middle of their chest. I looked up frightened almost and then just like that my heart stopped, my breathing hitched and my eyes wide. “A-Aiden?” I whispered as my knees went weak. His green eyes were looking intensely into my hazel ones and his shaggy light brown hair was swept slightly over his eyes as he smirked down at me, one hand wrapped around my waist holding me to him while the other continued to grasp my arm. “Hey.” His voice was low and husky and I found my eyes fluttering, fighting to stay open. He, he was actually touching me! Looking at me! TOUCHING ME! Yes, this is the boy who I’ve wanted . . . the boy who belonged to my sister. “Um . . . a-are you looking for Kylee?” I asked shuttering trying to ignore the feeling of his abs against mine. “Huh? What? No.” He shook his head and the next thing I knew he was letting me go taking a step back as his eyes scanned me from bottom to top. Oh my god! That has NEVER happened before! No way! He isn’t, he can’t be. He’s with my sister, why would he even want to check me out? I’m nothing to look at; well at least I think I’m not. “You want a drink?” he asked, and I hesitated before nodding. This must be the first time he’s bothered to talk to me, let alone look at me for more than three seconds! “Let’s go then.” His smile suddenly came back to his lips and he walked towards me taking me completely off guard! I mean you can’t blame me! How would you react if your crush just came and took your hand!?! My mouth fell open and I tried to breathe as he pulled me down the hall trying to move across the grinding people. To be honest, I was surprised I was able to hear him over this music! But the last song had changed and now it was more of a low thump than a loud bang. One thing to note, when passing dancers try to avoid the grinders cause their hands might just tap your ass! One guy had managed to slip their hand up one of my skirts and I came to a halt spinning around as I patted my skirt down but I was quickly pulled away again by Aiden. I need to keep cool! There’s no way I can let it show! Just act normal. That is one thing that is impossible for me to do! We finally made it to the kitchen and trust me it wasn’t any less packed. In one corner there was a group of guys and half-naked chicks as they drew a beer competition, on another corner, there were groups sitting on the ground playing strip poker and everywhere else there was slow yet p**n-like making out with the girls on the counters! “What do you want?!” we’d stopped in front of a table full of drinks and my attention was snapped back to Aiden as he tried to scream over the new thumping music. I looked at the drinks and thought for a second. Water was too lame at a party like this and by the looks of it; no one had touched a bottle. I shrugged not knowing, it was better than picking something completely stupid! And the more his smirk grew the more my heart hit my chest. He turned to the table and picked up two red plastic cups handing me one with something blue inside. I started down at it with a frown, mother did always teach me not to take a drink from strangers, before looking back at him and forced a smile. Oh what the hell! I doubt he would drug me. He was way too quick to have put something in it and I guess . . . he wasn't really a stranger either. I put the cup to my lips and threw it back, my eyes shutting closed as the bitterness slammed through my mouth and then the sudden burn took down my throat. “Wow!” I spat out as I opened my eyes and placed my hand on the table trying to stay standing. Whatever that was, it was strong! And it was knocking me off my feet! “Another?!” He handed me another cup and without thinking I threw it back, watching as he did the same. ~ After the third cup, the dizziness and sudden urge to vomit should have been enough to tell me to stop, but I didn’t. Aiden was up against a spare space of counter, his eyes shut tightly as he tried to calm his laughter and I was leaning on him trying to calm mine too. He’d said something that wasn’t that funny, but at this time everything in the world was funny! “How comes I’ve never seen you around before?” He asked once we stumbled out of the kitchen and out onto the back yard. The place was lit with blue floor lights and the pool was glowing as people swam, pulling others under and most just danced around the edge. Aiden, still holding my hand led us towards a pair of beach chairs, he sat down on one, his legs dangling off either side as he pulled me down on the same one so that I sat on the edge staring down at the ground. “You have! You just never bothered to really notice me.” I muttered feeling something deep down, that similar feeling of disappointment? This whole time we’ve been talking, it’s been about nothing! Even being drunk I’ve made no mark on him or anything! He’s soberer then I am and he’s most probably just thinking I’m more of a freak! Wow, everything’s so blurry . . . “Oh, well everyone’s noticing you tonight!” He leaned back on the chair and the way his eyes narrowed towards me, I had a feeling that he WAS sober! I can’t really hold my drink that’s a fact but damn! The rush is amazing! I’m not worried about anything! “Really?” I asked smiling as I looked around to find a few guys gaping at me. “Yeah. Anyway, what’s your name?” Ok, now with that question, drunk or not, my heart sank. He didn’t know who I was! He didn’t even recognize me. “I-I’m Nancy! I’m you’re girlfriend’s sister.” I started looking back at him to see his eyes widen at me. “No way! I met her sister! You’re no way her!” He was frowning and his arms were crossed over his chest and then he was laughing, he was drunk alright but not as much as me! He could still kinda control himself. “Yeah really.” I took off my wig and he looked towards me again, his smile dying down. “s**t,” He muttered and looked away from me. “What?” “I was actually thinking about-” he cut off not daring to say the rest and what I did next, I really didn’t think I had it in me. The feeling of dread that he wouldn’t talk to me again spread like fire and I found myself flying forwards wrapping my arms around his neck and pressing my lips hard to his. His hands gripped my waist and he tore his lips from mine staring down at me. “Wow back up a minute! You do know what you’re doing?” Either he’s stupid or he really is drunker then I thought! I nodded and then he shrugged, his lips finding mine again but this time I was on my knees and his hands were leading my legs so that they straddled his hips. I moaned out at the feeling of his lips against mine, the way his tongue slipped into my mouth as his hands explored their way up my legs. Three feelings were going through me even through the heavy mist in my brain Pleasure. Guilt and danger. I knew deep down that what I was doing was wrong, but that didn’t stop me. The next thing I knew, we were standing except my legs were securely around his waist and he was leading us upstairs through the crowd, I don’t know how he did it but my lips never left him no matter what. I should have been jumping but the drink had an effect and for some reason he didn’t feel like a crush or my sister’s boyfriend, he felt like a guy who perhaps wanted me back and for once I felt like I had a boy in my power. Aiden kicked the door shut with his foot and the music became muffled as he walked more into the room and slammed my back up against a wall. I pulled away lifting my chin up as his hot lips pressed against the skin on my neck, my eyes closing as my hands entwined in his hair and I pulled lightly feeling his lips on the mounds of my breasts. He was grinding up against me and I could feel the bulge in his pants the harder he went through the fishnets against my pants. “God Aiden,” I muttered before pulling his lips from my chest and unwrapping my legs from his waist, pushing him back on the bed and throwing my jacket off to the ground. I tugged my boots off and climbed up on top of him slamming my lips down as his hands grasped my waist spinning me around on to my back. It was then that the thought popped into my mind and pulled my lips from his with an effort staring into those pool of green eyes. “What about the owner? Won’t they be-” “I am the owner.” And with that said, his lips crashed back to mine. His lips left mine again and he took the skin on my neck in between his teeth sucking slightly as my back arched and my eyes rolled back as I moaned out with pain yet complete pleasure. What was I doing? That’s your sister’s boyfriend! That little voice in my head yelled too small to be heard yet I'm sure that same voice wasn’t in Aiden’s. But he couldn't have been that drunk, not enough to pull away, look at me with his darkened eyes and stare so intensely at me and give me the choice, “You sure about this?” NO! But my body was saying something else and if he wasn’t drunk, and the way he was looking at me was full of lust, I wasn’t sure I’d get again, and if he wanted this too then why shouldn't I? But it hurt my brain to think about it too much, to think of all the bad things and all the reasons I shouldn't. It’d be worth it! What’s the worst that can happen? “I . . .” NO, NO, NO, NO! SAY NO GODDAMN IT! “I want you now."
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