Chapter one

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Aleera's POV  I was standing in front of the moon goddess that just had told me that I was dead and pregnant and that my father was not my father my real father was the moon goddess's, own mate. I must tell you all that this was not what I was expecting. And that she had the stomach to tell me that I had only two choices but I could only choose one. I had to choose between my life or my unborn child life and all the future children's life I ever will conceive, how can she expects that I could choose either one of them. And I could not ask Darius for help I had to do this alone.  This broke my heart to even think of, lose my mate forever or lose my child, but I loved Darius but I can't just kill my child. I don't think I can do this alone.  "Selene why can't I ask Darius?" I asked her  "This choice of yours will decide your future, I had a glimpse of two futures but no one can know what the future it will be if you don't choose one of these choices, I know it's too hard once and I hate to do this to you but I can only send one of you back," Selene said back and I could hear in her voice that she was said to do this.  "This child I am carrying is it Darius child or a child of any one of my rapers?" I asked her  "The child is Darius unborn child," Selene said back  Now it made it even harder to choose if it had not been Darius' child I would go back but now when it Darius' child I don't know what to do.  "If I go with you how will this child be born?" I asked her  "If you choose that you will come with me I would and you back in a coma until the child is born then you will die, and if you choose to go back yourself you have to carry the child until the birth time and give birth to a dead child," Selene said back with remorse in her voice  "You mean that I have to carry the child and then give birth to it and I will be dead?" I asked her with a lump in my throat "Yes" was the only word, Selene gave to an answer  I fell to my knees and putt as around my stomach. I don't know what I should do I wish Darius could help me. Would I be selfish if I choose to go back to him, he will never have an heir to our pack, and what will he think of me if I give him a child to raise alone without me, tears running down cheeks down my chin and dropping down to the ground.  "Aleera you need to choose now," Selene said back to me  "But I don't know what I want to do," I said back to her  "Last time you were here you were so eager to see you mother and brother and to be with them, but I told you then that I would not allow it because you had not fulfilled your destiny but you have now done it, so you can come with me and be with your mother," Selene said back to me  "But it then I hadn't meet Darius yet," I said back to her  "My child I do believe you have your answer, you are not ready to leave Darius yet do you," Selene said back to me  "Of course not, I am not ready, I love him and want to be with him, but he will hate me and be angry ate for choosing myself over our child," I said back to her crying my eyes out  "He will not hate you, do you know how sad and miserable he is without you and how sad he was when you died in his arms?" Selene asked me, I looked upon her.  She got down to my eye level and looked right into eyes and put her hands on my cheeks and wiped away my tears  "I do believe that you know in your heart what you want, and I know it a hard choice, but since last time I saw you. You have got back your will to live, " Selene said to me while she looked into eyes  "But can I be that selfish and chose me over this child," I asked her  "It's all up to you, but I do believe that you will figure out something for the future together with Darius if you choose to go back to him," Selene said back to me  I sat there on the ground think about what I should do or not do. Should I choose my life over this child or should I give this child a chance? Will Darius forgive me if I choose myself so I can be with him, especially when I never can give him an heir to the pack if I go back. So any thinks were spinning in my mind.  "Aleera you need to choose now before it too late," Selene said to me and this time I could hear in her voice that it was now or never  "How much time do I have left?" I asked her  "Less the five minutes, if you don't choose now they will burn your body," Selene told me and then I remember that we alley burned to bodies so they would find peace.  I looked at Selene  "I have made a decision," I said to her  "Then tell me what you have decided," Selene said back to me  "I will go back myself, but if he will hate me I will end life and I will come back here and I will hunt you forever," I said back to Selene  She nodded her head, did she really accept my threat to her.  "Close your eyes this will be bright," Selene told me and I closed my eyes and even if I had my eyes closed I could see a bright light and then it felt like I was flying.  I opened my eyes and everything was black and I could not breathe, so I tried even harder to breathe, it took a few time of trying before I felt the fresh air filling my lungs, I still had not opened my eyes when I heard someone scream  "Nooo, stop, put it down, look" 
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