Hate to love her

Chapter 1

"Mr....... Alex..... wood, you want to know what frustration is? Frustration is when you leave in your own home but cannot breathe, when the only time you get to do so is when you are in your shower.

Frustration is when your twin brother dies and you are forced by a husband to attend a party with him wearing white.

It's when your brother.... your only... family... has to be buried by strangers. Frustration is when your husband sleeps with everything in skirt except you, fustration is when your life is the complete definition of loneliness.

Frustration is when you're married to Mr Alex Wood."I said pointing my finger at him in the crowd

" I'm tired..... I'm not happy.... "I said sobbing

" ladies and gentlemen.…..... let me introduce you to the stone hearted..... Alex Wood......... Alex congratulation on breaking me...... You deserve a Grammy... Cheers. "

I raised my glass and gulped down the champagne, this must be my 20th glass but who cares I am sad I had just lost my twin brother the only family I had left, and I couldn't even get to say goodbye to him because of my jerk of a husband. He's being buried and here I stood in a beautiful white dress drinking and toasting to my worst enemy.

"Danielle get off the stage, you're are drank" Alex said sternly

"You want to shut me up.....? Uhh.... Alex?" I said raising my hands

"Danielle, you are disgracing me........"

"oh Alex, I haven't said anything yet..... Have I?

" You've said more than you have to now come down........ "

" You see, this is how he treats me like am a toy he can control...... Waiter!!!! "

" Danielle..........."he holds my hands

" let go of me....... " I released myself hand from his grip and walked up to the first man I saw

" Do you know how to have fun?...... Cause my husband don't,..... He has never seen me naked.......he married me to tor..... "

" Danielle enough....." he carries me a bridal style to my bedroom

"I've crossed the line...haven't I?" I asked starring at him

"You will find out tomorrow"

Everything turned dark as my head hit the pillow.

You're probably wondering why I caused such a scene

TWO HOURS EARLIER

Alex holds my neck and pushes me against the door

"I am the man, I call the shots and til I want a divorce..... we are not separating"

"what do you gain in doing this? Am tired of this marriage, haven't I paid you enough?"

He similes and touch my cheeks

"oh.... you frustrated already? ..... You haven't seen anything yet"

He throws me on the bed

"Am going to frustrate you to the extent that you will want to die.. I want your brother to feel the pain I went through in the afterlife.......... The pain of watching your love one suffer.... Am going to drain you emotionally that it's going to kill him...... It will kill for the second time.... Watching you pay for his carelessness.....that killed Emily. "

" You're a monster "I screamed

" I like it when you call me that "

He draws closer

" makes me wanna scare you more "

He moves closer to me, I tried to move away but instead, I fell of the bed

" I like the effect I have on you "he smirks

" now stop mourning and get ready for the party, I need to be seen with Mrs. Wood "

He kisses my forehead.

God I feel so disgusted every time he does that. I rushed to the bathroom and turned to shower and drowned myself in my sorrow, that was the only place I could be free.

My peace was interrupted by a knock on my bathroom door.

" can a girl has a peace of mind in this house?" I asked

" I'm sorry Madame but Mr Wood says I should bring your dress and help you prepare for the event."

"leave it on the bed.... I'll get ready by myself"

"But Mum.........."

Did you not hear me???.. I said I will get ready by myself. "

" Mr. wood isn't going to be happy but about this and.... we don't want that do we? "

oh my God my husband's assistant is questioning me, I don't blame her I blame my husband's stick that won't sleep and keep jumping from one woman to another

" Do I need to spell it out for you...??? please leave my room? "

" You don't want to provoke Alex... "she said opening my wardrobe

" Alex...?, so you go with his first name now... "

she looks at me bluntly

" Mrs wood.......,I... "

" it seems you still remember my name, I thought you had forgotten that I was your boss's wife since you've remembered kindly leave my room now and tell my husband that I'm coming downstairs."

she scoffs and leaves

I looked at my reflection in the mirror and realise how bad my life had become,I don't smile anymore, I've cut out all my friends.

for the past four years I've been a complete definition of loneliness I looked at the dress on my bed and tears fumed out of my eyes how could he be this cruel?... white on the day I lost my brother... My twin.

I arrived at the party in a very foul mood. I spend half of my time at the party greeting Alex's friends and the other half drinking my Sorrows away.

one thing led to another I mounted the stage and for the first time in my marriage, I poured everything in my heart out. I lost control and crossed the line.

I woke up the next morning with a bad headache. Memories from the night before flashed before me and I knew I was in trouble.