I’m so f*****g pissed!!

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I hear voices out side of the cottage I try and ignore them as me and Lexi are trying to review all our proposals for our new business adventure it’s going to be a big one which will bring in millions. My hand on her knee squeezing it.  ‘It’s going to be fine Lex.’ ‘What if they don’t like the proposal Corey?’ ‘They will you’ve worked really hard on it.’ I said squeezing her knee.  ‘So have you.’ ‘You were the one with all the ideas. I  listened and helped you put them all together. You’re a great asset to the company Lex you’ve proved you’re worthy over and over again. The car pulled up. ‘Mommy it’s uncle Cal can I go out and  meet him?’ ‘No stay in here.’ ‘Please.’ ‘No you know the rules Izzy he’ll be in soon.’ She huffed. As we went back to discussing the proposal we’d got a lot to do before Monday’s meeting. As we got back to it we hadn’t even noticed  that she’d opened  the door and gone outside she’s so crafty like her mother. Callum pulled up outside of the cottage and got out of the car. Joker pulled up behind him getting out shutting the car door. ‘Callum long time no see.’ He turned s**t what was he doing there? s**t how had he found her? He’d play it cool play it dumb. ‘Joker.’ He said coldly god he hated this prick for distorting his sister’s  life. ‘Why are you here?’ ‘I came to see Lex.’ ‘She’s not here.’ ‘Bullshit Cal. I saw Amilia come here yesterday.’ ‘She’s gone. This is my place Lexi left late last night.’ He stared through him would he notice the lie Cal had tied around him? ‘Uncle Cal.’ Shit.     She ran up to him, he picked her up. Joker looked at her she looked like her mother, yet she had a head full of curls nothing like hers or his. His hair was dark and straight, hers was dark and wavy. Was she someone else’s? Surely she hadn’t moved on that quick.   ‘You shouldn’t be out here sweetheart.’ ‘Mom heard the car pull up. I saw your car out of the window. I wanted to see you.’ ‘It’s dangerous out here Izzy’ Now he knew she was his they’d chose the name together.  ‘Mom said to wait I couldn’t.’ ‘I know Izzy, but you shouldn’t’ve it’s dangerous out here.’ She looked at the dark haired male wearing glasses. Tinted that she couldn’t see his eyes.  ‘Who is he uncle Cal?’ ‘I think your mom should tell you.’ ‘But.’ ‘Go in honey.’ He leaned down her shoes touched the ground underneath her and she loosed his neck and jogged away. Joker stared at him.  ‘Well I guess you best come in now you’re here.’ ‘Thanks.’ ‘She won’t be happy.’ He muttered. ‘She doesn’t have to be.’ They walked into the house. ‘Uncle Cal is here.’ ‘I told you not to go out.’ ‘I know mom but.’ ‘No butts you know the rules.’ ‘I know I’m sorry mom, but there’s a man with him.’ ‘Who is it sweetheart?’     She looked up from the papers her and Corey we’re working on my hand in her knee. ‘Joker.’ I looked up moving his hand off her knee. My face was angered I’d  heard a lot about this guy it had taken a while for me to convince her that he was never going to find her and I was nothing like him. ‘Long time no see.‘ ‘What the hell Cal why you let him in?’ ‘He pulled up behind me Lex. He knew you were here. He followed Amilia here yesterday.’ ‘f*****g great.’ ‘Language.’ ‘f**k you! why the hell are you here?’ ‘I came to take you home.’ ‘This is my home.’ I sat saying nothing my blood boiling. I just wanted to knock him the f**k out for even thinking he could take Lex away from me. ‘Calm down Lex.’ ‘No. I left you you should’ve just accepted it and moved on.’ ‘And why would I do that Lex? you were carrying our child and you were in no fit state to take care of her, Arron and Kieron on your own.’ ‘As you can see I’m perfectly fine now I’m away from you. You kept me on the pills so I couldn’t defend myself and think for my self. You made me feel worthless and I wasn’t I see that now. It took a while for them to get out of my system, but I’ve never felt better.’ ‘Mom who is he? Why are you so angry?’ ‘Amelia hunny this is your father.’ She looked at him unsure. ‘She has curls.’ ‘She inherited them from my sister.’ ‘Oh.’ ‘And whose this?’ ‘This is Corey my boss.’ ‘You look awfully comfy.’ ‘Nothing’s going on.’ ‘Whatever.’ He said with a clenched jaw. He looked irritated. Good. ‘There’s not.’ ‘So does he put his hand on all his employees knees?’ ‘No.’ ‘So why yours?’ ‘To reassure her, have you a problem with that?’ I piped up. ‘Yes I do. My kids live here and I don’t appreciate you groping her in front of them.’ How dare he he hasn’t been around for the last four years, f*****g wanker. Now I can see why she up and left. ‘They’re not here.’ ‘Izzy is.’ ‘She takes no notice and neither should you.’ ‘We need to talk Lexi.’ ‘No.’ ‘I came to sort things through  and get you to reconsider coming home where you belong.’ I gritted my teeth and my eyebrows cursed with large creases, he was so f*****g dead. ‘I don’t belong there I belong here. I’m happy here, happier than I ever was can you please leave.’ ‘Not until we talk.’ ‘Just talk to him Lex we can wrap this up later or another time.’ I said calmly we wasn’t going to get any work done with him around. ‘Fine.’ She huffed, pulling herself up off the sofa. ‘Come through.’   He followed her out of the living area. ‘I’m sorry Corey he’s an arrogant self centred prick.’ ‘It’s fine they need to sort things out.’ ‘They’ll never be sorted out.’ I heard risen voices but chose to ignore them. ‘What the hell do you want Joker? Did I not make it clear when I said I wanted to leave you?’ She said angrily. ‘Not really no. You’ve said it so many times before and chose not to do it. So why did you chose then to do it?’ ‘To get away from you and your bullshit, your controlling ways I was suffocated.’ ‘I gave you everything.’ ‘But you’re love.’ ‘I tried.’ ‘Bull s**t! There was only love there for our children ones you made damn sure I had.’ ‘Don’t bring them into this Lex this is about us not them.’ ‘Yes it is. I never regretted having them. I just regretted having them with you.’ ‘Don’t say that Lex.’ ‘Why does the truth hurt?’ ‘We agreed together.’ ‘And you wouldn’t let me go. I appreciated the help but it was over rated. You took the piss I wanted you to leave and you wouldn’t. You have a string of whores willing to f**k you, you didn’t need me as well. My mistake was letting you f**k me in the first place. I should’ve listened to Amilia instead of thinking I knew what was best.’ ‘You didn’t just screw me Lex. You screwed my friends too. You screwed your ex for f**k sake and you wondered why I lied.’ ‘At least they didn’t.’ ‘Why did you do it Lex? You were better than that.’ ‘I was going through a hard time, a phase it didn’t seem to bother any of you, so why should it have bothered me.’ ‘You’re not w***e Lex.’ ‘You made me one.’ ‘Don’t blame me for your mistakes. I lived up to my responsibilities. I doubt your ex or Carter would’ve done. Kile was shitting bricks he thought it was his after you two screwed.’ ‘I wasn’t my self.’ ‘No s**t Sherlock, you were spiralling out of control even Amilia thought you was. We were concerned for you.’ ‘You had no need to be.’ ‘We were your friends Lex.’ ‘And yet you treated me like one of your other sluts.’ ‘I know and I’m sorry.’ ‘Now you’re sorry! You don’t give two shits about me then or when you found us Hunter was yours.’ ‘I did.’ ‘Yet you still slept around and you still f****d me.’ ‘I know.’ He admitted. ‘What am I to you Joker? Nothing I’m the biggest joke to you.’ ‘No your not. I’ve missed you.’ ‘No you haven’t. You’ve missed screwing me when we’re both drunk, cause any other time you wouldn’t touch me.’ ‘I want you to come home.’ ‘I am home.’ ‘I’ll make you happy.’ ‘I’m happy here.’ ‘I’ll make you happier.’ ‘No.’ She stood her ground. ‘I’m happier than I’ve ever been. I have a home and a good job.’ ‘With that creep.’ ‘He’s my boss he owns this cottage.’ ‘He doesn’t own you. You can come back to our home.’ ‘No. He does own me until this place is payed for.’ ‘How long?’ ‘How long for what?’ ‘Till this place is payed for?’ ‘I don’t know till Izzy leaves school I guess.’ ‘I’ll wait.’ ‘I’m not going back to you ever.’ ‘Then I’ll come to you.’ ‘Are you not listening?!’ She said angrily. ‘I walked away.’ ‘Well you can just walk back.’ ‘I’m not walking back anywhere with you.’ She said angrily.  ‘Find someone else to dominate cause it’s not going to be me. Not anymore. So just leave.’ ‘I’d like to see my kids I’d like to get to know Izzy.’ ‘Fine that’s all you’ll be doing.’ He moved forward pressing his lips on hers kissing her. He talked into her ear. ‘For now.’ ‘Just go.’ ‘I’d like to spend some time with Izzy.’ ‘Fine an hour.’ ‘I can live with that. What time do the boys get back?’ ‘Corey is picking them up.’ ‘So I’ll wait.’ ‘Fine.’ She huffed. They walked out the kitchen, back into the living area both me and Callum looked to them. ‘Everything sorted.’ ‘Far from it.’ ‘Look there’s nothing going on I’m her boss okay. She’s my PA part time.’ ‘Till when?’ ‘Till Izzy goes to school.’ ‘Fine.’ ‘We’ll wrap this up for today Lex. ‘I’ll pick the boys up and drop them off to have sometime with their dad.’ She smiled lipping thank you. I smiled pulling myself up off the sofa and pecked her on the cheek. ‘I’ll be an hour.’ She smiled and he walked our of the cottage closing the door.    I pulled up outside the cottage l looked at Arron and Kieron. ‘Look boys your mom has a guest so be on your best behaviour.’ ‘Who is it?’ ‘You’ll see just behave. We all know what you two are like when your together.’ ‘We will.’ ‘Promise.’ ‘Promise.’   They all got out of the car closing the doors Lexi stood at the door. ‘Mom.’ ‘You both have a visitor.’ ‘Who?’ ‘Go in and find out.’ They smiled going in. ‘So … where does this leave us ?’ ‘I honestly don’t know Corey he’s their dad.’ ‘And you?’ ‘I want nothing to do with him.’ ‘Are you sure?’ ‘I am. He doesn’t love me and he never has. We had kids together that’s all.’ ‘You lived with him Lex for twenty years.’ I pointed out. ‘Only cause he didn’t want to leave. I made the decision to cause he certainly wasn’t going to.’ ‘He’ll worm his way back in.’ ‘No he won’t.’ I moved forward pressing my lips on hers kissing her. ‘Just remember you belong to me those were the terms when I leased the cottage to you.’ ‘I know.’ ‘I’ll see you tomorrow.’ ‘Okay.’ ‘I’ll be round at nine so be up.’ ‘You know I will be.’ ‘Tomorrow Lex.’ ‘Okay.’ He walked away getting into his bmw pulling away.
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