Chapter 13 Miranda I feel like glass about to shatter. Everything is strange and out-of-body. Waking up with Caleb. Eating breakfast. Putting my things in the back of the Subaru. Everything this morning has turned to ash in my mouth. I’m leaving. Saying goodbye and driving away from Pecos. From Caleb. And I want to make some kind of plan—give him my number and ask him to call. Or tell him to come visit me in Albuquerque, but we both know none of those things will happen. He belongs up here, and I have my own life. Besides, we’re not in a relationship. We had s*x. A lot. We had a lot of s*x. That doesn’t mean we’re a couple. It doesn’t mean we made commitments or promises. It doesn’t mean we have a future. “Well.” I stand beside my car, the door open, Bear already inside, waitin

