Dear Danny, I"m back and I"m looking for you, but of course you"re not here. Why would you be on my own schedule? I need to find you, but I won"t – can"t – look for you at the State Department. I need to find you here, in Positano. It seems so long, now, since we were together. I haven"t known any man since you. What about you? I had to stop reading for a moment. Working my way through Gaia"s letters was both encouraging and deflating, and I wanted to answer the questions that she posed in her letters. Why didn"t she call me, and ask me these things on the phone? Of course I would have told her that there had been no other woman. But if she has no other man, why won"t she come back to me. I had to stop reading for a moment. Working my way through Gaia"s letters was both encouraging an

