Scars

Victory

Victory

It took me a long time

So that the leaves that I have

Thrown to my fireplace

Turn to ashes I had to cry

So many nights

Howl among wolves

Without anyone hearing me

I had to smile

Even in despair

To show my well-being

To others who rejoiced

Of my non-existent happiness

It took me tears, tears

It took me nights of nightmares

Starts before I wake up in this dream

I had to be sick

Drink bitter remedies

And use complex treatments to finally find My convalescence in me

I fell low

I howled at the moon

May she give me back my power

I asked Zeus

And to Athena to put me back

My ice kingdom

Where loneliness Is queen

I watched my wings break

By fire or by ice

I waited like a phoenix

My rebirth, my explosion

And now I know it

I am queen

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Phoenix

I feel better since

That I sent

With the envy of forgetting everything

Our love letters to the fireplace

I rejoiced

To see them burn In the fire

I myself have been consumed, transformed To someone else

I witnessed looking dumbfounded and incredulous

To my metamorphosis

My soul, my heart, my mind

Inter changed

In the mirror

I contemplate

The new me

A heart of fire, a body of hell

A bright spirit….

I burnt everything

The sofa, the bed, the notebooks

All…

And since then I have been transformed Changed

I revel in this fire

When did I become an arsonist?

Yet between the ashes of my home

I am reborn

As queen of fire