Chapter 1
I lived a very carefree life, I don't have many responsibilities and really no one to answer to. I live my life on a day to day bases with no plans of the future. Now don't get me wrong, I'm no bum I just try not to worry about things that have yet to come. I love to live in the moment, I absolutely despise all the emotional baggage that comes with life. Although, I know all of our emotions serves a purpose, a way to teach us things, to grow, to learn. I'd still rather turn them off and just be carefree, happy Laila all my life. Besides the few inevitable deaths of elders in my family, and small family spats I have never truly witnessed soul crushing sadness, or a turning point in my life th
