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Sara
I wake up to a peculiar mixture of wellbeing and malaise, and it takes a solid minute to recall why.
Peter.
He left for Nigeria this morning after making love to me all night.
It feels surreal now, like a dream I’m waking up from. I can’t believe I came on to him like that, and then what followed… Groaning, I roll over onto my side and swing my legs off the bed. My stomach is cramping in full force, and when I get to the bathroom, I’m not surprised to discover that my period is starting. What does shock me is that we again forgot condoms last night, and no alarm bells rang in my mind.
It’s like I subconsciously want to get pregnant.
No. I shove away the horrifying thought. I definitely do not want a child like this. I just wasn’t thinking clearly last night. After listening
