TWENTY-SIX Zach After Dark is full. I think I'm getting used to working with the house closed. The combination of loud music with dark surroundings and a lot of crowded people has made me nervous. I think I'm getting old, because I remember loving it until a few months ago. I look around the bar and see Rafe talking to a girl. She's almost jumping on him, but he doesn't seem interested. Further on, Danny chats with bartender Jason, but seems as dissatisfied with being there as I am. It reminds me of Jo, who is in Santa Monica keeping Julie company. I miss her. Since the wedding, we have become even more connected. We were always together, touching or kissing each other. When we are in the same place, one does not take the other's hand away, as a need to feel the other there. She makes m


