After returning home from her activities all day, Risa went straight into her room because she had been holding back her headache before.
"Why straight to the room, Sa"
Zahra said.
"Yes, I'm tired of going to sleep first, my head hurts"
answered Risa.
"Are you sick?" Zahra said.
"It's just an ordinary headache, aunt"
Risa said as she will to his room.
Risa immediately enters the room before laying down her body. Risa cleanses her body first. And her headache now really hurts, Risa almost falls when her hand doesn't hold the bathroom wall.
When Risa washed her face accidentally in Risa's hand there were blood spots and it turned out that it was the blood of the from Risa's nose.
Indeed, lately Risa often has headaches and nosebleeds, whether the symptoms are Risa's feeling, but Risa ignores them.
After finishing bathing, Risa immediately replaced her clothes in her sleepwear and immediately laid her body down.
No need to wait long, it only took a few minutes. Risa was able to close her eyes and sink into the dream world.
* * *
In one third of the night Risa was back awake, her body felt so bad. He just lay down while massaging his head which still hurts. When you want to wake up his head really feels so painful.
But Risa is still forced to wake up. He let his body sit first he felt pain in his body. But when Risa tried to get up, she felt there was more pain than what was felt in her body parts. His heart, yes he felt his heart was very painful, he really felt like someone who had just been betrayed.
Suddenly when he tried to close the pain he remembered Angga's words to Fatimah yesterday in the park. There is a feeling of disappointment and hatred because Angga loves others. But when Risa realized that what she was thinking wasn't right, she immediately stopped.
Risa immediately moved from her seat but suddenly blood dripped on the floor of the room. Risa immediately covered her nose which turned out to have been flooded with blood.
Risa accelerated her pace to the bathroom, after cleaning her nosebleed, Risa immediately took ablution water and then she immediately returned to her room for prayer.
At the end of the prayer, Risa raises her hand to ask forgiveness from Allah.
Then Risa continues by reading the letter Al-Waqi'ah and Ar-Rahman.
When the time showed the time at dawn Risa's room was knocked.
" sign in"
said Risa from inside.
And Zahra appeared with her pink hijab wrapped. Then Zahra accompanied Risa who was still sitting on a stretch of bed with a mukena of her Hello Kitty and the Qur'an in her grasp.
"Are you going to campus this morning?"
Zahra asked while sitting beside Risa, and Risa only answered the nod of the head and a smile at the end of the sentence.
"oh yeah you his left with uncle Dimas, huh?"
Zahra said.
"It's free, and Uncle Dimas's car is also good, when else will me ride in a good and free car"
Risa said, smiling showing her white teeth.
"Risa, Risa, your parents' car is much better"
Zahra said while pinching Risa's nose.
Risa paused for a moment, hearing the words of the parents, why did her heart feel so sick, she felt her parents really did not want it because Risa left home for a long time her parents did not come to see her and also for a long time. , he did not visit his house.
"sorry ... aunty ..."
Zahra said, did not dare to continue his words .
"No, tan, after all the car, Daddy and Mommy, is good, but that's all."
Risa said, who even looked indifferent.
"What are you thinking, listen, never be angry with your parents because your mother's parents you were there because your mother's struggle was there and because of your father's efforts, God gave him sustenance and he gave you a decent life."
Zahra said.
Risa immediately hugs Zahra. She was glad his uncle married a godly woman like his aunt. She is happy to be able to meet a woman as good as Zahra. Being in Zahra's arms, she feels a warm hug a mother. Being around Zahra Risa feels valuable and loved.
"Thank you for everything, I'm happy and very grateful because my aunt has become his wife uncle Dimas"
Risa said, who was still in Zahra's arms.
Zahra just caresses Risa's back with affection as if it is a sign that Zahra will remain with her.
After that Zahra immediately returned to her room to carry out pray in the dawn congregation with Dimas.
* * *
When the time showed at 7:00 a.m. Risa came out of her room with a suit of black pants and white clothes and combined with a blac veil plus shoes that matched her clothes, she walked down the stairs and approached the dining table which turned out to be nobody.
Risa looks for Dimas, Zahra and grandmother Rianty but it turns out that everyone is not home at all.
Risapun immediately left the house to go to campus because today was the first day to campus where she might be late on her first day to campus.
Risa only has 35 minutes to go to campus. he thought he would really go with his uncle because if he came by car it only took 30 minutes and there would be 5 minutes left after arriving on campus but it seemed that if he knew it would be like this he would leave since half past seven.
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