SAFFRON'S P.O.V
I was hardly holding my s**t together as it was, then he had to show up. I begged her not to tell him and she did it anyway. I knew it was because she was worried, but I don't know how many times I have to tell her not to worry until she listens. Of course, it's not easy, it never will be. We all knew Malik and what he was capable of and I chose to go with him. Not because I wanted this life for myself but because I valued all of their lives far more than mine. I know she meant well but this choice was mine to bear, not theirs. There was no need for them to worry about me any longer. Plus, I could handle myself, just as I always have done.
"I know that was a lot, are you okay?" Zamora's kind voice asked.
I leaned over the sink, splashing water on my face.
"Nev
