Sayaka found the note when she returned to her room before dinner. She had walked a long way through the resort’s indoor garden—a glass-enclosed space where tropical plants struggled against the Hokkaido winter outside, their green a startling contrast to the white world beyond the glass.
The note was a single sheet of resort stationery, cream-colored with a discreet pine tree logo in the corner, slipped under her door. Souta’s handwriting, precise as always—each character perfectly formed, lines straight without the help of ruled paper:
Sayaka—
Attendance confirmed with the school. I will be in Tokyo from the 24th to the 26th.
Souta
Simple. Factual. No unnecessary words. The essence of Souta’s communication style: information stripped down to the bone.
But at the bottom, beneath his signature, an addition squeezed into the remaining space:
Ask Kaito to send the sheet music. I want to be ready.
She stared at the last sentence. I want to be ready. Not “I’ll try,” or “maybe,” or “if I have time.” A statement of intent. From Souta, that meant something. It meant he would analyze the music, practice it, and approach it with the same systematic rigor he applied to weather patterns. It meant he was taking this seriously.
She took a photo of the note—making sure to capture both the main message and the postscript—and sent it to the family group chat with the message: Papa is coming. He wants the sheet music to practice.
Kaito’s reply arrived in less than a minute: REALLY?? YATTA!!! Sending it now! Wait, does he want the piano version or the guitar version?
Hana followed seconds later: Tell Papa the ghost has a name. It’s “Work.” But it’s a friendly ghost. It helps Papa predict the weather so planes don’t crash.
Sayaka smiled—genuinely this time. It felt strange on her face, like using a muscle she had forgotten she had. The tension in her shoulders—something she hadn’t even fully been aware of—eased a little.
She typed a reply to Kaito: Maybe both versions, just in case. To Hana: He says he can’t wait to see the friendly ghost.
Responses came back in a cascade of emojis and excited text. She set the phone down and picked up the physical note again. The paper was smooth under her fingertips. She traced the letters of her name with her thumb—not sentimental, but thoughtful. Trying to read what was not written in the spaces between the words.
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In room 312, Souta opened the PDF Kaito had sent. The file name was “Sora no Tsubasa – FOR PAPA!!!!” with five exclamation points. The sheet music was simple—a children’s song with basic chords and a melody line that stayed within a single octave. He hadn’t played the guitar in years, not since before the divorce. The instrument was back in Tokyo, stored in a closet along with other artifacts of his previous life: photo albums, wedding gifts, the baby blanket his mother had knitted.
But he found the song online, pulling up a video of a children’s choir performing it. The melody was familiar, the ache of nostalgia in his chest both sweet and painful. He listened once, then again, analyzing its structure: verse-chorus-verse-chorus-bridge-chorus. Basic, but with a modulation in the bridge that was quite clever for a children’s song.
He hummed softly, his voice rough from disuse. He had never been a good singer—his voice was an adequate baritone, better suited to explaining meteorological phenomena than carrying a tune. But he hummed anyway, following the rise and fall of the melody:
“Sora no Tsubasa de tobu yo
Mamá to papá no hay o nosete…”
With the wings of the sky, I fly
Carrying Mama’s and Papa’s love…
He stopped. The words felt too heavy, too loaded with everything that had happened since that car trip with the four-year-old who had believed his parents’ love was something you could carry, something light enough for wings of the sky, something that wouldn’t weigh down the flight.
His phone vibrated. A message from Sayaka: He’s practicing too. You can hear him through the wall. Off-key, but enthusiastic.
Souta listened. At first, he heard nothing but the storm outside—the low moan of the wind, the faint creak of the building settling under the weight of snow. But then, if he concentrated… yes, faintly, through the wall, he could imagine he heard a child’s voice singing. Not really, Kaito, of course—just his imagination filling the silence, creating the sound he wanted to hear. But the feeling was real: a sense of parallel practice, preparation happening in separate rooms but for the same moment, for the same song, for the same small person who existed as a living bridge between them.
He typed a reply: Tell him to focus on the second verse. The pitch rises on “sora” in the third line. He tends to go flat there.
A moment passed. Then the response: He says,s “Tell Papa I know. I’m not a baby. And tell him the bridge is harder than it looks.”
Souta smiled. That was Kaito. Always Kaito. Precise, observant, with a quiet stubbornness that reminded Souta of himself at that age. The boy had inherited his analytical mind, even if he applied it to music and drawing rather than atmospheric pressure systems.
He opened the sheet music PDF again, zooming in on the bridge section. Kaito was right—there was a tricky interval leap there, a minor sixth that most children’s songs avoided. He made a mental note to practice that part first.
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Sayaka lay in bed, unable to sleep despite the chamomile tea, despite the fatigue weighing down her limbs. The storm was calmer tonight; the wind had settled into a steady, rhythmic push against the window rather than the panicked movement of previous nights. Now it sounded almost like breathing—the building drawing in and letting out air in time with the wind.
She thought about December 25th, now only three weeks away. Not just the Open Day, but the anniversary of their wedding. Thirteen years. If they had made it that far, they would have been married thirteen years. A number that felt significant and meaningless at the same time.
Funny how dates layered themselves like that, layers of meaning piling up until a single day could barely hold them all. Christmas. Open Day. Wedding anniversary. All on the 25th. All asking something different of her: celebration, parenthood, memory.
Her phone glowed softly on the bedside table. The family group chat was still open, Kaito’s last message visible: Can’t wait to show Papa my science project too! It’s about clouds. Like Papa’s work! I made different kinds with cotton balls. Cumulonimbus is really fluffy!
She thought about Souta in the room next door, probably still awake. He had always been a night owl, his mind sharpest when the world was quiet. He might be analyzing weather data, or maybe—just maybe—practicing a children’s song. Two versions of the same man, both true: the serious researcher tracking pressure systems across continents, and the father who would analyze sheet music to prepare for a duet with his son.
The children existed in the space between those versions. In the memories they shared (car trips, bedtime stories, Saturday morning pancakes). In the future, re they were building separately but somehow still together (school events, holidays, graduations, years away). In the duet that would happen in three weeks, whether the singers were ready or not.
They were not ghosts. They were anchors. Tying two people who might otherwise drift apart, keeping them in orbit around a shared center of gravity: two small humans who contained pieces of them both—Kaito with Souta’s analytical mind and emotional transparency, Hana with his need for order and her artistic sensitivity (rarely displayed, but undeniably present).
Sayaka closed her eyes. In the dark, she whispered the lyrics of the song, which she had learned years ago when Kaito was still a swell beneath her shirt, when the future was an unwritten map and all possibilities were open:
“Even if the wind blows strongly
Our wings will not break
Because we are holding hands
Even when we are far apart.”
She didn’t know if it was true. She knew many wings had broken, many hands had let go. But for tonight, in this snowbound resort, with her ex-husband practicing the same song in the room next door and her children sleeping in a distant city, she could almost believe it. Almost.
Outside, the snow continued to fall, covering everything equally—paths, trees, memories, futures—with the same patient, unrelenting white.