LilyDecember passes in a blur. I have one more final this afternoon, and then my parents will be arriving to get me. I have been able to catch up on all my classes, and I have rocked my exams so far.
In general, I finally feel good. I wouldn’t go as far as saying great because when I let myself think of Jax, the gloom creeps back in. So, I try not to think of him.
I’ve been focused on my classes and my friends. Now that I’m not constantly trying to call Jax, I’ve been chatting with my sisters, Mom, and Kristyn from back home more often. I have wonderful people in my life who love me regardless of what happens with my love life.
I will be okay—at least, after two months of wallowing in my self-pity, that is what I tell myself.
“You sure you can’t stay and go out tonight?” Molly asks fro
