I bolt upright, gasping. It takes me a second to remember where I am, but when I see Trenton’s toned back next to me, it all returns at rapid speed. I bend my knees resting under the blanket and hold them to my chest. I rock faintly, burying my face into the soft comforter, as I try to calm down.
My dream about losing my virginity with Jax at his lake house was so vivid, bringing back all the raw emotions that I’ve been working so hard to bury over the past several months. With the visions of the dream so fresh in my mind, waking up next to a n***d man who isn’t Jax is enough to make me vomit. I have to work hard to keep my composure.
This reaction is natural. It was bound to happen. Moving on sucks, but it is a part of life. Jax wanted this break and his subsequent relationship with Ste
