I slowly suppressed the tears in my eyes.
My existence seemed to be nothing but a burden to William.
After all, I was just a third party who took advantage of the situation.
I was born to be the daughter of an Alpha, enjoying the love of the entire Pack.
Until Rouge killed my parents, and I was kicked out by the new Alpha.
Suddenly, I was left with nothing, and it was William who took me back to his Pack.
At that time, he was still immersed in the pain of his ex-wife Jessica’s death in a Rogue attack.
Devastated, he fell in love with me at first sight, pouring all his love into me.
I wrapped myself tightly in the clothes I wore, pretending that he was still holding me tight.
Just like when I was in the car accident, William protected me in his embrace firmly.
When I came out of the rescue room, he said with relief,
"I'm glad you're okay. If anything happened to you, I wouldn’t be able to live."
I thought this love would last forever.
Until Jessica, resurrected from the dead, reappeared by William’s side.
Only then did I realize that he never loved me.
I was just a substitute.
But I knew that he had already given me so much.
On my suicide note, I wrote each word carefully:
"I hate you."
"Finally free from you, don’t follow me like a dog anymore."
With great pain, I wrote again:
"I hate you."
Because the pain was so intense, those three lines were written crookedly.
I couldn’t tell if it was my stomach or my heart that hurt so much.
But I gradually felt the pain in my body start to fade away.
I closed my eyes.
I wouldn't have to face William begging me to love him one more time anymore.
William would finally be at peace.
He would have someone he truly loved beside him.