FIGHTER

Ana's P.O.V "Oh look it's the nerd~" I hear Kihyun say and I rolled my eyes, just because I wear glasses and read books, doesn't make me a nerd. I hate that stereotype. Kihyun, and his friends have been bullying me because of my looks, personality, anything you name it. They have been doing this for a few years. To be honest, it doesn't bother me anymore. Since it's been happening since 5th grade and now we're seniors in high school. I guess you can say that I've stopped caring. I remember being so sad hearing Kihyun's rude words but as the time went on I just looked at the good things in him. Like his smile, his laughter, his godlike vocals, the way he hides himself when he gets embarrassed, how helpful he is. I guess that me Analiese Jensen has fallen in love with my bully Yoo Kihyun. Cliché. Yeah I know. I don't know why he can't be nice to me when he's literally nice to everyone else. It really bothers me to the brink of insanity. "Why do you let him do that to you?" I hear my bestest bestest friend Lee Minho ask me and I turned around to face him and I sighed "I don't know, I guess I just look at the good things in life, and that's why you and Jisung are together." I tell him. Yes Minho is gay, but it's not like he's hurting anyone, so it shouldn't be a problem. I mean the school wasn't really surprised because Minho was very obvious for his feelings towards Jisung, and it was very hilarious watching Minho look so jealous of Jisung and Hyunjin hanging out even when I told him that those two were just friends that Hyunjin was dating Seungmin. But, with me looking on the brighter things in life 2 years ago Minho had confessed to Jisung and turns out Jisung liked him back and here we are. I don't know, I guess with my type of thinking really annoys the hell out of people but it's not like I can help that. I was raised to look at the greater things in life. My mom has been teaching me that ever since I was in preschool and she had taught me that until she died last year. My mom couldn't look on the greater things in life and she killed herself. She couldn't follow her own lesson. When my dad found out about it while he was at work, he couldn't look me in the eye for a couple of months, because he had blamed me. But just a few months he had came around to start talking to me again... up until his death just two weeks ago. He was on his way home from work, and he was killed by a drunk driver. The drunk driver was okay, but he had killed about 5 people in that crash, including my father. The principal knew about it, the counselors knew about it, some of my friends knew about it, and they ask me "Ana, what are you doing here?" I always answer "I don't know." I mean, I lost both of my parents within a span of just a year. I don't know how to describe how I feel, I mean I feel fine, but I don't feel fine. I guess I'm just numb. "Yeah, but Ana, you can't hold in those emotions, because I know they get to you." Minho told me and I shook my head and sighed "The comments don't get to me at all, why do you think I don't cry all the time, and I'm always smiling?" I ask putting on a smile but it looked like Minho didn't buy it. "That smile is fake as hell Ana and you know it." He told me and my smile dropped and I sighed "Why can't you accept that I'm fine and not depressed?" I ask him and he rolled his eyes "Ugh~~~ whatever, I'll see you later, I gotta find Jisung." Minho told me and he walked off and I sighed and groaned. This always happens. He always tells me that everything about me is basically just an act because I'm sad about the mean comments from Kihyun and both of my parents dying. But to tell you the truth like I said before: I AM FINE!! Why can't anyone see that? I mean I'm the happiest person you can meet, I don't know why people think my personality is an act to hide my emotions. --------------------------------------------------------- I walked over to the lunch line with my money in my left front pocket, while my phone was in my right back pocket. I really didn't know what I was gonna get for lunch since everything on this menu looked like shit... well other than the pizza. That sounds good. Pizza. I mean every Fridays, me and my parents, and sometimes the minsung couple would go out to eat pizza, it was like a very fun family tradition that started when I was in the 6th grade. But, after my mom died we haven't done that in a while. Now that my dad's gone as well, that tradition doesn't seem fun anymore. As I was about to move up in the line, some people crowded in front of me and I recognized the pink cotton candy head anywhere. Kihyun. "Crowding? Really? Are you a 5 year old?" I ask and he turned around with a cocky smirk and that made me roll my eyes "Are you gonna tattletale like a 5 year old?" Kihyun asked me and I glared at him... god why do I have to like him? Oh yeah because I like the good things about him. Can I rethink the decision? "Why do you always have to sound like a douche?" I ask as I moved in front of him, and I got what I wanted and I left him standing there speechless --------------------------------------------------------- As I was eating my food, with Minho and Jisung at the table, I felt something pour over my head, and it was cold... it was water. I look over at Minho and Jisung and they looked shocked and I look over at the culprit and it was no other than Yoo Kihyun "Whoops." He says with a fake surprised look. I groaned and I stood up, grabbed my backpack and I just walked out of the cafeteria with people laughing at me. Kihyun has never gone this far.