One Nightstand with The Bad Boy

"Oh, my god!! I can't believe this is happening to me!" I said, gripping hard onto my phone, my eyes were brimming with tears. "This is all your fault Cheska! You said you wouldn’t leave me alone, especially when I’m drunk! Oh my god!" "I was looking all over for you. I told you that I was just grabbing a drink and that I’d be back, but when I got back you were gone. I'm sorry okay!?" She says and I can tell in her voice that she's worried. "I'm on my way. Are you still in our apartment?" I asked her, wiping my tears and forcing my voice to be as normal as possible. I realize that it's not really her fault, it's all mine, I'm the one to blame. "Yeah, I’m still here. I'll wait for you and then you can tell me everything, okay?" "Okay, I’m hanging up. I'm sorry, it's not your fault, it's me. I'm just, oh god." "I understand, Mia. Just calm down and we'll talk when you get here, okay?" She says, cutting me off. "Thank you, okay. Bye," I said and ended the call. I cup my face with my hands, feeling frustrated and broken. I don't even have a boyfriend but this feeling really broke me. As the cab approaches our apartment, I fix myself up first and prepare to tell my best friend the story. Oh boy, that is it. I don't even remember everything that happened. What should I do? I just gave my virginity to him, but why him!? Oh my god. I'm in really big trouble.