Unknowingly falling

"Are you really going to do it?" One of my two best friends, Lynn said. I nodded, I was really sure about it, and I was going to do it, at least ask him. I haven't even had a single drop of alcohol, so I knew my judgment was pure me and nothing else had an impact on which choice I made regarding tonight. "So when are you going to ask him?" she asked. I looked over at him, our school's number one player. Handsome, never committing to anyone, captain of the football team, and skilled in the bedroom I have heard. I knew he had taken several girls virginity before, so I knew his answer to my question would be yes. "Now" I said and started on my path over to him before I could cowardly regret my decision. You know how many regrets giving up their virginity? I'm a little different, I would regret not giving it up if I ever had the opportunity, and tonight I had it. I was really going to do this. I was prepared to ask him to take my virginity, because I don't see the point on holding on to it forever, I felt ready to lose it. I was going to promise him I would not get attached or clingy, and the night would not change one single thing about the future, like it never happened. Now was the perfect opportunity, he was heading to get another drink, no bombshell hanging onto him like a spider monkey, no drunken football idiots surrounding him, time to ask my question. "Hey Sean" I tried sounding casually. Even though we have never even uttered a word to each other, I'm sure he doesn't even know who I am. His eyes scanned my body up and down and his eyebrows was drawn together in a frown. "Do I know you?" he asked rudely. "No, we only share some classes, but I have a question for you" I surprised myself by how confident I sounded. "Make it quick then, I don't have time for nerds" he said annoyed by me already. I was still not backing down. "Seeing as you're not a prude, I think I should be straight about this, I don't want to be a virgin anymore and I think you're the best option to help me with that" I said holding my breath, hoping this would go as I planned. "Oh really? Listen, I would have no problem taking you up on your offer, but you're probably going to get clingy and attached the next day and I don't go that way" he answered, just as I thought. Good for me I already had prepared an answer for that. "It's not like I like you or anything, I'm asking you because well, you're the player, and I'm not asking this because I want anything between us, I just don't want to be a virgin anymore, and only a guy can help me there, that's the only reason I'm asking. I'm asking you only because you're the one who is probably most willing to take my offer, that's it, nothing personal" I said, hoping he believed me. I don't care who I would ask, I only asked the guy I know would be the one to most likely say yes. He studied me, clearly confused. I don't know why, he was used to girls offering themselves to him all the time wasn't he? "You're serious aren't you?" he asked, finally it was dawning onto him I meant every word. I admit, now that I knew he would accept the offer and help me out I was a bit nervous, but I know I won't regret it tomorrow, no mattering how sore I would be or even if it hurt so much as they say when I lose it tonight. I nodded. "Well then, meet me in the guestroom upstairs in five minutes, first one to the left up the stairs" he said and chugged the rest of his drink before turning his back on me. And soon, my life as Virgin Mary would be gone, and I would be just Mary.