Moon-stone series

*********TRIGGER WARNING*** THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS A RAPE SCENE!!! YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED! He pushed me against a wall, his hands running over my body, i moaned against his lips and he growled deeply. His hands found their way in between my legs and i'm brought back to my senses. I pushed him off of me and fixed myself. I was only fourteen, him fifteen we shouldn't be doing this, we're not old enough. "Come on Finn, don't be a tease." He said trying to pull me back in. "Stop Chris, I cant, i have to save myself, its the law. Omega's must save themselves for their mates!" I said mockingly rolling my eyes. "I am the law." He said while smirking at me. "Not yet, your dad is still the alpha. You still have another three years." I sighed "Not to mention, how my mate would feel should he find out I didn't save myself." "It's not like it would matter anyway." he said sighing. "What does that mean?"  I asked defensively, he better not be thinking what i think he is. "Look, Finn, your a good person, but that's all you have going for you. You're really not that pretty, kinda average actually, the only remarkable asset you have, is your ass." He sighed "C'mon why would a guy on my level date someone like you, your nothing special, i thought you would be an easy lay, but nooo, you just had to drag it out." I felt my heart shred into nothingness, but I didn't let him see that. I let my eyes go distant and cold. "Honestly, i wouldn't have chased you at all, but Dylan and Mark made a bet, if i can't get in your pants, i owe them." "Then you should get ready to pay up." My voice was cold and devoid of emotion, matching my eyes. "I believe you lost that bet." I turned and left the closet we were in, walking toward the outside doors, I couldn't let him see me cry, so i walked out. I left the school grounds and reached the forest before falling to my knees, a sob ripping from my throat. I don't know how long i stayed there, but when I finally pulled myself off the cold ground it was dark, it took me ten minutes to get from that spot in the woods to my house. I walked through the front door and walked straight up to my room ,then I closed my door, and curled up on my bed, tears falling from my face again. I had woken up still in my clothes from the day before. I had cried myself to sleep that night, wondering how I could have been so trusting. I dragged myself out of bed and headed for the shower. I let the scalding water wash away everything, all the pain and the shame. I should have known he was up to something, i'm usually not so naive. When i got out of the shower i brushed my teeth and my ash blonde hair. I looked in the mirror, really looking at myself. My skin was pale, not ivory, but not bikini in the sun either. My eyes were the color of honey, definitely not bland or boring. my lips were thin, but soft and kissable. Sure i weighed more than your average wolf, but I wasn't fat. I hadn't shifted yet so i still had my baby blubber. All in all i was an attractive wolf, at least to me i was. I wasn't gonna let some pig bring me down, I got dressed, wearing a black t-shirt and jean shorts, and ran downstairs to breakfast. My parents and my younger sister were sitting at the table, talking when i came in. I sat down and grabbed my food and stuffed my face. "Finn are you okay, you didn't come to dinner last night." My mom asked. I looked at her eyes and smiled. "Yeah mom I'm good. I just got stressed, and went to the woods to clear my head. When i got home i wasn't hungry." I said not completely lying. "I see, you know Finn you should find an activity to help you with your stress level." Tanner my sister said "I already know what I want to do, but its frowned upon." I spoke softly while sneering. Another rule, it is forbidden for a female omega to fight in our pack. "Finn." My dad said warning me not to say anymore. "You know what I lost my appetite, i'm gonna leave early and walk to school, I need the fresh air." I said as I stood up, leaving before dad's big lecture on why the rule was made. While walking to school, I came up with a plan, no way was I going to take this lying down, I would train my damn self. When i reached the school I saw my dad pull in, Tanner jumped out of the car and ran into the large building, i followed suit. Luckily I didn't run into Chris the entire day, i guess luck was on my side that day, or so I thought. I decided to walk home again, I reached the familiar woods and began the walk home, I was half way home when I sensed it, i was being followed. I kept walking but quickened my pace a little, I'm too young to die, I hadn't even shifted yet I thought. Suddenly there was a hand on my mouth and another wrapping around my waist pulling me back. I started kicking and and throwing my hands all over. I connected with something, but I didn't do much damage. I opened my mouth and licked the hand that was covering it. The hand left my mouth and I screamed only to have the hand thrown back onto my mouth. I tried to bite, but was unsuccessful in my attempt. "She is feisty eh boys." I knew that voice, Chris. That bastard, i said no so he is going the other way, I kept fighting, I wasn't going down without a fight. I was shoved against a tree my head exploded in pain. I tried to get free but Dylan and Mark, Chris's future Beta and Gamma, and best friends, held me in place, Chris got closer and i saw the devil in his eyes. He unbuttoned my shorts and pulled them down, at this point i was screaming into the hand on my mouth, thrashed my head around and tried to get my mouth free enough to scream again. Then Mark shoved something in my mouth so he could take his hand away and hold me tighter to the tree. Chris ripped off my underwear and undid his own pants. I felt the hot tears fall from my eyes and roll down my cheeks, this only made the three guys laugh at me. "Oh look guys the baby is crying." I think Mark said it. Chris grabbed his p***s slapped my stomach, lifting my shirt so it was skin on skin. Then he lowed his p***s dragging it down my abdomen and over my lady bits, he forced himself in me, with one swift motion. I screamed as he stole my virginity, and ripped into me, "Damn you're tight baby." He said. I felt liquid run out of me, Chris felt it to, he looked down and laughed. He began to thrust himself in and out. I screamed in pain, my vision was blurry from all of the tears. It felt like he raped me for hours, when he was done Mark and Dylan released me. I fell to the ground in a heap not strong enough to stand on my own to feet. Chris redressed himself then squatted next to me."If you tell anyone, your sister is next." He got up and all three of them left laughing at my pain.  I stayed there for hours, curled up in a ball sobbing. My v****a was throbbing, i reached down as I felt that warm fluid run from me; I pulled my hand up only to find it covered in blood, I started crying even harder. After a while I got up and made my way to the stream, my bottom half still naked, carrying my shorts and ripped underwear. I lowered myself into the ice cold water and tried to wash him out of me; I splashed my face trying to wake up from this nightmare and pulled myself out of the water. I pulled my pants on and made my way home, the lights were on and I could see  my family eating dinner at the table. I quietly made my way around back and climbed in the bathroom window. I sneaked across the hall and up the stairs to my bedroom, I shut the door and locked it. I threw off my clothes and shoved them into the garbage, putting on grey sweatpants and a black hoodie I crawled into bed and began crying again. I stayed in bed for days, not coming out for anyone. I was dropping weight fast, but I didn't care, my mate would never want me now, I was spoiled goods. I was weak, I couldn't fight them off, what kind of wolf wants a weak mate?  On the fourth day my dad broke down my door, I didn't look up, i kept stared blankly at my wall. He reached for me, and only then did I react, I flung myself backwards slamming into the wall, tears spilled down my cheeks before I could stop them, I screamed at him to leave me alone, not to touch me or I would rip his throat out. He pulled his hand away quickly and stared at me,  he turned his face to he hallway and started yelling, all i heard was a distant buzzing. I stopped crying and let my face go blank again. I pulled my knees up to my chest and leaned my side against the wall. I heard more noise, and saw more people come in. They just stood there, one of them reached out to me and I pulled away and started sobbing again. I felt someone grab me and i started screaming and attacking them. I kicked and bit down on someone, I tasted blood before I was dropped on the ground, I snarled and took off, leaving them all too shocked to move.  I bolted from my house into the forest, I ran in no one direction, until my legs gave out. I fell to the ground with a thump. I pulled my knees up to my chest and layed on the ground. After a while a ripple of pain shot through my body, I welcomed the pain, hoping that everything was over. I felt my bones break and re-align, my skin was spouting fur and my face was growing. When the pain subsided I slowly got up and made my way toward the nearest water source. I found a puddle and gasped when I saw my wolf. I was a large black wolf, with golden eyes. I was shocked only; Alpha's had black wolves, it was a sign of power. I can't be seeing this correctly. (You're eyes are not deceiving you Finn, we are a black wolf, and we will become one of the most powerful wolves to ever walk the earth, but first, you must get out of your own head, we have to be strong, I will teach you how to fight, both as human and wolf. But you must trust me, you need to overcome your demon if you wish to destroy him, as he did to us. Do you understand?) I understand. What do I call you? Do we share a name? (No my name is Ira, and Finn, happy birthday.) (Ira is Latin for rage) Thank you, with everything that has happened I forgot today was my birthday. (Yes I know,  Now , no one can know who we are Finn, your Alpha will kill us because we are a threat to his power and family. So I need you mask my scent, even in your human form. People will ask you to shift, but you must not, not even our family can discover who we are yet.) I understand Ira. How do I do that though? (Focus on your human scent and let it waft around you, pretend it is a red mist, and our wolf scent is pink, now, envision the red mist covering the pink until, the pink is gone.) Done (Perfect now shift back to your human self, when doing so think about the clothes you were wearing, how they fit you, their color.) I thought of my body shifting back and the clothes i was wearing, the gray sweat pants that were beginning to slip off my hips from my recent weight loss, the black hoodie, with the bleach stain on the left arm by the wrist. The shift back was painful, more breaking bones and fur being pulled into my body. Once the shift was over I was happy to see the clothes trick worked. I took a deep breath and started walking back home. I ran into a bunch of wolves, one of which was my dad. He padded up to me and i walked beside him all the way home. When we got there i walked in the house and went up to my room, and grabbed clothes for a shower. My mom came rushing in and wrapped me in a tight hug. I pulled away from her embrace and backed away slightly. Her eyes filled with tears at my reaction, but I couldn't help it I wasn't ready to be touched yet. "Oh my, Finn are you okay? what happened? why haven't you been eating? Why did you freak out? Where did you run to?" "Mom I don't want to talk about it." I said lowly looking down at my floor, I hoped she would let it go. "Just know that I will be okay. i promise, I'll tell you when I'm ready." There was some blood on my floor, was it mine or, whoever I bit? "Okay, oh you may want to throw out your sweat pants honey, they have a blood stain on the back." My head snapped up and i looked her in the eyes, i felt the sting of tears, ready to fall. "It's okay honey, how were you supposed to know what to do when you got your first period." She shrugged then left the room. I took a shower and washed away the dried blood that had probably been there for a few days, I wish it had been my period. When I was done with my shower I grabbed my sweatpants and my clothes from the other day and carried them to the fire pit. I doused them in gasoline, from the shed behind out house. Then I went into the kitchen where my mom was cooking dinner, and grabbed the matches from the drawer. I went back out to the fire pit, I saw a pair of yellow eyes watching me from the woods as I let the memory, along with the clothes, burn. Then i looked into those yellow eyes, and i made a vow to myself. Before I kill him I will force his own d**k down his throat, after i rip it off.