Attracted To The Broken

........Zoey's P.OV....... Today has been a long day for me, my brother dragged me shopping today. I say dragged because I absolutely hated it, hated it I say. No, don't get me wrong I don't mind getting new clothes and what not, I just don't like people and no they never did anything wrong since most of them are total strangers it's just that whenever I'm out I can't help but feel like people are staring and judging me and I don't like it one bit. so for that reason my brother dragged me to shop for the party that he'll have to drag me to. I told him I didn't want to go but he flat out ignored me, I even tried to convince him by saying I wasn't invited, which was true by the way,he said since he's invited I'm invited. Hhmm the nerve of that asshole!! He got invited cause everybody loves him. He's handsome, with cute brown eyes, black hair, straight white teeth and a body to die for. He's a football player at 6.2 tall and is a captain at that. Seriously I can talk about that motherfucker the whole fucken day non stop but I'd like to make this about me as much as possible. He was born 5 minutes before me which gave him the authority of claiming the title of a bigger sibling. I don't mind though he's good at being the older one, he takes responsibility and takes care of me. He's one of the people I trust with my entire being and I love him more than I love myself but if he dares get me to that party all hell will break loose. Joey is the only person whom I tell everything to and vice versa. I trust him wholeheartedly and trust is something I've been battling with my whole life. He's the only one who's made it past my barriers and I'm proud I let him through. He's making me go to the party because apparently I've been cooped up and I need to let loose or I'll die of horniness. like hell I will, it's been 17 years and I'm perfectly fine thank you. I've kissed a boy once and I hated it, I actually almost puked because that asswipe was all up in my face so much that I couldn't breathe. I never did it again. I was 13 back then but I know what I felt and I know I hated it. I've had boys coming up to me but I never entertained them. Not many boy's, just a considerable amount. I'm not as good looking as other people say, I think I'm just average. I have tan skin,full lips, curvy body and blue alluring eyes and I decided to dye my hair blue to match my eyes. I'm as short as they come at 5.1 tall and my brother makes sure I don't forget it even for a minute. I also have big boobs, big fat boobs. They usually make it hard for me to get clothes that I like but I love them, they are my best feature at least that's what my friend Beyonce told me. She always tells me that I'm beautiful and I appreciate her for that. She's 5.5 tall, pale skin, hazel eyes, banging body and a beautiful smile. She has long strawberry hair that's falls past her shoulders. She's has been my friend for as long as I can remember and has never left my side. She knows I don't like parties so she was happy to know that I was finally going to one today. She promised me the best day of my life and I'm gonna hold her little ass to it. I brought a black little dress for the party with my long stilettos heels to match. I'm a sucker for long heels and that's not just because I'm short. I have just finished with my shower and I'm starting on getting ready. I am definitely taking my time on this in hopes of my brother living without me. I'm not one for make up but I put little from time to time course a b***h gotta slay, you know. After about 30 minutes I was ready to go and about the hundredth time my brother was knocking on my door. I took another look at myself in the mirror and shouted come in to my brother. The door opened and in came my brother looking all things yummy. "you clean up good sis" he said while drinking me in. "you're not too bad your self Mr Miller" "do I have to beat up guys today??"he arched his eyebrow. "why would you?, thought that's was the reason you wanted me to go to the party" I said while laughing."No it's not, I just wanted to have fun with my little sister" he said while pouting. "yeah right" I rolled my eyes at him. " anyways, those heels are doing you good you almost look normal" he said while laughing his ass off. I gave him the finger while mattering 'asshole' leaving my room. He soon caught up to me and pulled me to one of his bear hugs. I hugged him back and after a while he pulled back and looked into my eyes." you look beautiful Zozo" "thanks bro"I smiled as he kissed my forehead and pulled me out the door. Our father was not home and wouldn't be back till tomorrow afternoon so we could do as we please. Joey locked the door and I went ahead and stood beside his car, he came unlocked it and got in. I did the same, and relaxed on the passenger seat. I don't have a car yet and it's totally my fault , I am scared of driving and my father deemed me not ready yet. when he brought Joey his Maruti suzuki swift he made him promice to drive me wherever I wanted to go and he did, so now I'm a professional passenger. we've been driving for nearly 15 minutes and we come to a stop at a beautiful house with horny drunk teenagers going around without a f**k in a world. I send a quick text to Bee telling her we've arrived. And soon enough she comes running out of the house shouting "Party time bitches!!!" ohh boy... I'm soooo f****d, what have I gotten myself into... ****************************************** Hey guys!!!so this is my first time writing a book for people. I always write to keep to myself . And I'm sorry for the errors and what not English is not my first language. But I've given my heart and soul to this book and I hope you guys like it. And please comment your thoughts!!! love you!!! thanks for reading