Laughing Jackie

Jackies Pov "This was my last show." I told my manager. He went to inform the others but they wanted me to stay. "I'm sorry guys but I'm gone. I'm tired of the goddamn colors. I've tried to keep calm while I've been here but all i do is scare little children. Like what kind of clown is covered in blood and wears black and white. Time skip That night i was hearing voices that said," Go To Sleep" i was terrified until they said they wanted to hear my story. I began like this. "One day my mum married my stepfather and he would abuse my little brother, little sister, and I. Our mum didn't believe us she only believe him. So that night i took my knife and put it under my pillow so for when he came in all i had to do was take him to the living room and hid on the couch (i didn't want blood in my bed). When he came in i wasn't asleep, but he thought i was, i got up put my knife in front of me and walked into the living room and layed on the couch. A few minutes he walked in and hit me while saying i needed to get my ass back in my bed. I sat up and slit his arms and throat. My little sister came in crying and said she had a nightmare. I didn't know what to say to her she was only nine and mum would never wake up. So growing up i was their mum. I wasn't the best at it. Allie and Austin only had me as a mum, i was all they had. I went in there every night and put them to sleep while they were asleep id go outside and sit on the porch to talk to my boyfriend Adam. He always said id be the best mum. Austin came out that night and sat in my lap crying because our stepfather is drunk and started beating him.