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Afraid OF My Mate (Complete)

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*IN THE PROCESS OF EDITING STORY, story is being reworked, along with missing things being added read at your own free will, bur id suggest not reading the story right now, up to chapter 12 has been edited i might have for gotten come small things if so please dont spam my comment section

Lilith lost her pack when she was 10 years old to rogues, she has been trained for 8 years by her bestfriend blake who is a beta of the blood moon pack.Lilly is a skilled assassin now 18 years old she works for two unknown sources, they pay her to kill humans and rogues that threaten the blood moon pack or any pack, sources she has never met they keeps their identity secrete

What happens when one of her sources happen to be her mate the most feared alpha known, will he accept her or reject her. Can he pull her from her wild assassin ways or will he be next on the hit list.

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Lilith's Pain
LILLYS POV I was 10 years old when i watched my pack the Moon water pack die to rogues. I was the alphas daughter, they made me watch as they tore my pack a part with teeth and silver. Silver is deadly to wolves i cried out for them to stop but they kept me alive. I watched my family die and i couldnt do anything to stop it.  I felt weak and hopeless.  They took me to their hide out beat me tortured me until i broke and couldnt fight anymore. The rogues alpha Zane swore he wouldnt kill me so i could live everyday knowing it was my fault my pack died, all the rogues wanted was me. Being an only child and the next alpha my parents did everything in their power to hide me but it didnt work. ******************  I was playing on the north boarder with my best friend Ella, we were always curious about the badlands where the rogues were. Of course 10 year olds will be curious we have heard stories about the badlands, all told not to step foot on the lands especially me, but im to stubborn to understand or listen. Me and Ella crossed as soon as we did the rogues sensed us and charged for us. Are beta Jay, Ellas father had ricked his life for us, he was watching over us while we played but we never knew.  He howled for the rest of the pack as we ran for the house as they tore Jay apart. They were hot on are tail as we ran for the pack house. The fight lasted half an hour the last of my pack had fallen, the rogues had lined everyone up to kill, plunging knifes into everyone of them. We were out numbered. We were a small pack, kept the peace with people thats what we were known for i didnt think my one stupid mistake would cause me to lose everything like nothing. Me and Ella managed to break free from the rogues we ran in the woods towards are neighboring pack the blood moon pack, we screamed and yelled lucky they heard us and came to help us but the rogues were right behind us i made the decision to hold them off so elle could be safe. Ella kept running and reached the blood moon worriers i was glad she was safe. They tried to save me but it was to late the rogues pinned me down and brought me to their hide out.  They beat me for 5 months i managed to escape when i did i ran and ran. I ran into a wolf he seen how i was. i was starved and beaten by the beta and alpha i begged him to help me so he did. He brought me some where safe i explained what happened and how i wanted revenge so he did help me. I spent the next 8 years training i became a very skilled assassin in human and in wolf.  I didnt care if i killed anyone i became cold,heartless. I didnt give a s**t i only cared about my revenge for my family and my pack. i never bothered looking for my mate i masked my scent, i didnt want a mate so the rogues could use him against me.  The guy who has been training me is blake he is 25 now he was 17 when he found me, hes tall. got muscles, blonde hair and green eyes. Hes the beta of the Blood Moon Pack hes my best friend now and the only person i trust, he understands why i hid and why ive changed everything, he gets me. I now work for blake who gives me jobs from an unknown source. I dont really care what it is i do it for the money and killing every last one of those rogues who took everything away from me. Now i live in a cabin on my pack land but its hidden well, Blake made sure every now and then rogues come over and i make then die a slow painful death. The first time i came home i was 11, i was all alone i just turned 11, 3 months after the attack i decided to go back. i would still picture my pack all the kids running around my mother and father training and me and elle playing in the pond. The house were we lived was still standing i often find my self going in there, just to see all the photos on the walls and  photo albums. I loved to see how happy everyone looked but it was my fault they all died, Blake says it wasnt my fault but i still feel like it was. I missed them horribly, i sat down looking through my fathers pictures an seeing how happy we all were, seeing my mom with her mate my parents loved each other so very much, then they had me i was born early the said i wasnt going to live past 3 days but my momma wasnt giving up. I was an only only child father always wanted a boy but get got a girl i wanted a little brother, i was going to have a sibling but momma didnt tell father yet and that night of the attack she was gonna tell everyone but they died.  You see the photos are all i have left i just hopped Ella had lived, she was like no she is my sister, me and her went one night into the woods and bonded us to each other. We had cut a part of are hands and bonded us by blood. We may have not been sisters by birth but we made it by blood she has my alpha blood and i her beta blood. I could only hope she lived i would give anything to see her again. 

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