The Unforgettable Ex
The saddest thing in the world, is loving someone who used to love you.
Yes, I still love him. I still think about him. His face, his laugh, his love. Pero yung thought na ayaw na niya sa'yo?
It feels like your heart is getting ripped out and stomped on, and then someone is trying to pry open your chest to put it back.
It makes your stomach hurt, like it's nauseous. You feel like life isn't even worth living anymore, but you know you can't die, just in case that person wants you back.
But what if hindi na? habang buhay ka nalang bang aasa? habang buhay ka na lang bang maghihintay sa kanya? O uumpisahan mo nang kalimutan siya at magmahal ng iba?
Magkatabi kaming naupo ni Maddison. Noong una ay tahimik pa siya at hindi masyadong nakikipag-kwentuhan pero dahil desidido akong magkaroon ng kaibigan ay nagawa ko siyang daldalin.
Sa ilang oras naming magkatabi at magkausap ay marami akong nalaman hindi lang sa kanyang sarili kung hindi pati na rin sa……