The Wolf Inside

"Here's you order baby boy" The Lady told me with a beautiful smile and I smiled back because of the Ice cream she made that was very tempting, I Can't wait to taste it "Thank You so much" I smiled and excitedly went to where our table is But the smile my lips had formed vanished when I saw the table empty. did my mother left me here alone? I rush to find my mother in the middle of the crowd in the mall where we are at. The jittery feeling I am feeling right now is keeping me anxious that I wanted to cry. "No I'm a big boy" I convinced myself as a tear drop unto my eyes, I can't control my feelings I feel so alone and the nervousness I feel makes me want to cry more because of the thought that maybe my mother really left me. I cried and cried but a sudden warmth was felt in the middle of coldness and sadness I felt. "shh, don't cry I'm here for you" he comforted me I think he is older than me, but I am a Big boy I'm Already 10 years Old and I don't cry anymore. " are you lost? " he asked but I think I can't stop from sobbing while he was still hugging me "m-my Mother, I-I don't know where My m-mom is" I said stuttering as I hardly breath because of crying " It's okay Nix is here for you, I will help you find your mommy okay? don't cry you're a big boy okay?, and big boys don't cry." he calmly said which made made calm my heart and relax from pounding so hard because of nervousness. I only Nodded and smile to to assure that I am okay thanks to him. "GUN??!!" as soon as I heard the voice of my mother I desperately roam my eyes around the crowded place "is that your mother?" he asked? and I nodded he point a finger to a women who was running towards us " MOMMY!!!!" I shouted calling her and run towards her direction and cling myself to her " where Have you been? As soon I was back from the restroom you're Gone and the Ice cream you ordered were on the floor, I'm so worried baby! don't do that again" she scolded me, but I'm happy she didn't leave me here. " Now let's go home " my mommy said and then I remembered the brother Who comforted me "wait" I said and ran towards where Nix is and dragged him to where my mommy is and I introduces him to my mother "Mom, this is my new friend, he help me to find you and made me stop from crying he is so convivial." I proudly introduces him " Hi, my name is Nix" he introduces and smiles brightly with his rosy cheek and bright ocean eyes, woah his eyes are so cool. I'll color my eyes blue later at home, I love blue. I faced him and lend my hands " HI, my name is Gun and this is my mother, let's be friends" I said and we shakes hand and I excitedly hugged him, I have a friend whose eyes are blue. " I like you eyes so much!!" I excitedly whispers to him he only chuckled and patted my head which I feel I fond of it. "awww, thank you so much Nix, By the way who are you with? wanna go eat ice cream together?" my mother asked Nix and I was only nodding. "I'm with my mother in fact she's in that restaurant" he said pointing at the Mexican restaurant with a Play ground. My eyes shaped stars as I saw slides inside the restaurant wanting to play. We all head to where his mother is and I politely introduces my self to his beautiful mother, and that's the start of our friendship. Both of our mother get along same as we, we were just eating ice cream and playing in the playground provided by the restaurants for children's costumers. We became best partners and best of friends he always visit me at my home and plays with me, until we we're 17 years of age, I am still grateful to meet Nix, we've been classmates since we were 11. " I promise to be you're best friend and I will protect you at all cost, cry baby" he chuckled and patted my head brightly, "yup! Me too! I will make Nix smile everyday I promise" I answered excitedly and sincerely smiles at him The day we made promise in each other I knew to myself, I will always be by his side no matter what. I'm always happy when Nix is smiling and when he's playing with me, I am happy to know that he is happy too when he is with me, I am very happy to be his best friend. Nix and I has the same age, but I am older by months than him though he looks more older than me. Him being an Alpha doesn't made any hindrance of our friendship, an alpha and an Omega Werewolves can be friends cause both of our packs has a positive outlook of any alpha's presence the generation of ours made a healthy relationship between two packs. For werewolves, to what my grandparents told me when I became 18 I will became a fully-fledge wolf which we can become stronger, fiercer, faster and we're able to find our mates. It's not that I am in a hurry to find my mate, I swiftly heard that once you've reached the age to become a fully-fledge wolves the inner wolf warns you when you've find the mate that the deities bless you with. It is when you've met eyes and lingers in you, and you will feel the connection. Not all wolves found their mates especially to Alpha's that are very powerful. and it may takes longer to take to find your mate. but now that I am 18 a fully-fledged wolf Unluckily have found who my mate is, that made me frustrate so much I didn't know that it is possible. This will be very hard