Claiming his heart

Sonia "I have heard you already and you know that I really can't express myself in front of him than also you are pushing me? " I asked my friend Vidhi. She is happily married to her live life and Ashish and Bhoomi are also married and now I am the only left. "If I won't push you than will you confess your feeling for him?" I know that she is saying the truth but I really can't push myself. I think I still need time for mustering up the courage and go in front of him and say those three words. "Are you there or not?" "I am over here but I will think about this later." "You are taking so much time. You better confess to him soon." "I will talk about this later." And before she could say anything further I hung up on the call. Having crush on someone is a blessing as well curse. It is blessing because you are devoted to them and all the time think about and do everything to get their attention and it is curse because even after so many try they doesn't see you more than that. Why is it difficult to have crush on someone? Suddenly my phone started to ring and I groaned and wanted to throw the phone away but when I saw that it was from my mother, I sighed and picked it up. "Yes ma?" I said which was followed by the nervous laugh. "I have sent a photo of a boy. Look at him and tell me." I took away the phone and sighed. My mom really want me to set me off to someone else house. I don't want to see his photo as well. "Ma, I....." Before I could say anything she cut me off. "I know what do you want to say Sonia. You don't want to see the photo of that person." I sighed. "Mom this time I want to say that I want to find the person whom I am love and don't want to marry some stranger." "And you also know that this is against our tradition." I sighed. "Ma, I don't want to talk about this anymore." "Listen I will give you one month and if you can't find your partner than believe me that I won't listen to you after this one month. Do anything and I won't even call you in this month. Do whatever you want do." After that she cut the call. I know that I have made her angry but I think she never understands me. From the beginning of my life I had seen her strict side only never the soft side. I had used to see the other kid mother who had pampered them and loved their kid. I sighed. Sometime I can't understand why can't she be soft? When I used to see my friends doing fun, I always hesitated because of the fear of my mother because whenever I used to do something wrong than she used to punish me. My father was the one who had made me feel that I am the princess and I could win this world. He had motivated me that I should choose IPS officer as a career so that I could be busy and get away from my mother. Sometime I want to shout out in front of her why can't she love me like other mother love their child? But her fear is more than my words, which always make me take the step back. Now I have one month before I find my groom and I want only one person as my groom. Garv Khanna. My prince charming with whom I have dreamt to get married but I know that he doesn't looked at me more than friend. I don't know how I will do this but now I will make him fall for me so that I could get married with him. I want him in my life. I love him. I can't deny this anymore. I will confess my feeling but not now but if I felt that my this plan is failing than I will confess my feelings for him and this time I don't want to wait any longer. Mom I don't know what will I do that will satisfy you but this time I will do what I like. Till this age I have tried everything which can make you proud on me but now I really don't want to give up my happiness just because of some stupid reason called marriage. I want to life my life from now on and my happiness lie in Garv. Suddenly my phone started to ring this time it was Garv and a smile came over my face and I quickly picked up his call. "Hello Garv." "Hi Sonia, I wanted to tell that we are going away to London for one month and you are accompany me right?" I grinned. "I will definitely accompany you." I smiled and he chuckled. "Then see you at the airport and be at the time at 11 am we will leave for London." I nodded even though he can't see me. "I will come, I will come." And after that the line went died. I wish we could have talked for more time but no worries we are going to have a lot of time there. I hope that I could claim his heart over there. London I am coming and please do help in claiming the heart of my crush. I really want forever with him