“I lived like an island, punishing you in silence
I went off like sirens, just crying Why did I have to leave what I love so much?
It's in your face, and I'm to blame, I need to say" [26]
MABI
I walked with all the fury I had toward the stairs, and I was about to call my best friend and ask for a dose of reality. Because all the doses of uncertainty, confusion and ridicule with Ian were suffocating me. He messed with me, extremely.
I felt my arm being pulled and in the next second my back was against the wall, but before it hit, his hands held me gently. A flashback to what had happened there, months before. I remembered the exact moment I climbed into his lap, and he threw me against the wall and made me forget my own name.
There, with his gaze locked on mine, I knew my name, but at
