Chapter 18 exchange of love Mariane I don't even know what to think, I can't be cold with Henrico as I planned, and I ended up being as active as him... He's also an experienced man, and I'm not, but I need to show him that I'm not that dependent on desire, I need to learn how to be a woman who will make her feel used, I have to admit it was amazing and pleasurable, but neither that's why I'll be made a fool, even though I'm being, because he betrayed me already! I hate myself, but he enslaves me with his touch, and makes me forget everything, I just thought about the pleasure and the moment. I ended up selling my soul and my values to this relationship, which only I am being faithful to. Although I ended up being kissed by Eduardo, but what a kiss with making out, close to having

