A Mother’s Love Thirteen: Savvy I didn’t sleep at all once I left the pack lands. I wanted to get to my son and fix everything before I could lay my head down and rest. As I think over the years of what we have done to our child brings tears to my eyes. I cannot believe that I was so narrow minded about finding Trish that I completely left my own child to struggle through the world by himself. My poor Eli must have felt so alone and abandoned by not only his sister but by his parents also. One thing we found out was that Trish left on her own. She was not kidn*pped or anything like that. Instead of just waiting for her to come back home. We decided to actively search for her. Not thinking of the consequences of what that would do to our son. I feel the tears leave my eyes as I think of

