'Life has been so unpredictable for me. Every time when I will start to relax, thinking maybe now I am safe, things will take a total new direction at that very moment. I don't know why this always happens to me, or it happened to others too. But, I am scared now. Scared to even take a single step forward. God knows what is waiting for me ahead. I am extruded from all sides and no matter in which direction I move, death is waiting for me. Yeah, yeah, I know. We all have to embrace death someday but I am sure not everyone is trapped and waiting for death like me. Nor they kept reminding of death in each second they pass.' 'My parents named me Night because I have born in Night. Their first and only born. The sign of their love. But, as much as they adored this name, the more it became a c

