Prologue
"You f*****g b***h!" He shouted as his hand slapped my face. f**k, it hurts. But I didn't let him see my reaction, I didn't let him see how hurt I was when he slapped me.
"I told you to do everything to kill him! I don't care if you die in such a horrible way!" I felt a pang in my chest. Stop, please.
Stop it already, Father. I beg you.
"Hindi ka tanga, Xandra, hindi kita pinalaking tanga." Yeah, 'cause you raise me in a different way. Sa pamamagitan ng pagiging malupit. "Adraile Law Salvatore is our biggest enemy, he's the reason why your mother died so you must kill him to avenge your dead mother. Do it for your mother, Xandra. Kill him for killing your beloved mother."
Adraile Law Salvatore. I fought with him earlier and he's damn good, I am sure that I wouldn't be able to defeat him. I know that I need to improve my skills to defeat him.
And hearing my Father use my Mother against me, I couldn't do anything. I felt a pain, guilt, and furious at the same time. I will never forget that name who torture and killed my mother.
"The Salvatorian Mafia will definitely search for you, as you are new to them. You may have lost now, but good job for making them curious about you."
Should I thank him for that?
Father looked at me from head to toe before he looked at my eye. "Fix yourself, Angelo and Roy will be coming tonight. Make sure you're beautifully dressed up, and don't disappoint them."
Without a word, I left his study room and went to my room. A lonely tear fell from my eyes as I closed the door in my room. Agad ko itong sinara at marahas na bumuntong hininga.
I am strong. I shouldn't let my emotions be seen in my face. I am brave. Because I am a Mafia's daughter. I need to be ruthless, have no mercy, and be strong at all times. Weak are for those who have weaknesses, and I have none. I am not weak.
I remove my clothes and go straight to the bathroom. Huminto ako ng mapadaan sa salamin, humarap ako sa salamin at pinag masdan ang sarili ko.
Disgusting and weak body.
My body is like a body of goddess, katawan na pagtitinginan at papangarapin ng lahat as it was damn gorgeous. But for me, this body is what I hate the most. I got to experience all the dirty things in my life because of this body.
Umalis ako sa harap ng salamin at naligo na. I prepared myself of what might happen tonight. Tanggap ko na sa sarili kong ganito na talaga ang buhay ko. I already accepted my fate. Sa ganitong paraan ako pinanganak at sa ganitong paraan rin ako mamamatay.
A tear fell down to my cheek. What a pitiful life I have.
Pinunas ko ang luha ko ng marinig ang katok mula sa labas ng kwarto ko. "Your Highness, the two bosses are already here." Said the maid.
I tsk. Your Highness. It doesn't even suit me. A royal blood that is slave? Am I even part of the royal family? I am a result of rape, anyway. People doesn't even know me.
"Let them in." I said. My voice were cold as if I am not human at all.
The two bosses came inside my room. Pagpasok na pagpasok pa lang nila ay agad na nila akong hinagod sa tingin mula baba hanggang taas.
I want to kill them but I couldn't do that, they are powerful. Even powerful than my father.
"You look good in that lingerie, Xandra. But you know that I'll just rip it off. You're look more stunning without it—ahh, it's giving me a boner. I can already imagine your face whenever you suck my dick." Roy said and smirk.
I smirk at him and did a sexy move that shocked him. Yeah, c*m already, Roy. Lumapit ako sakanya at malanding hinawakan ang dibdib niya pababa sa pagitan ng hita niya. I can feel him, already.
"f**k it, Xandra." Ungol nito bago ako marahas na tinulak pahiga sa malambot kong kama. "I want to feel my d**k inside you, Xandra."
Agad akong tumayo at walang emosyon na tumingin sa mga nito. "That is against the rule, sir." I calmly said.
"Listen to her, Roy. His father is preserving her virginity to something." It was Angelo who is sitting at the one seater sofa and watching us.
My room was dark, I don't turn lights on. My room is painted in mocha at dahil sa walang ilaw ay madilim talaga, maliban nalang sa pulang ilaw na nanggagaling sa lamp.
I don't use the typical bulb, it's bright and it doesn't suit my life. My life is as dark as black.
"C'mon, Kuya Angelo. I know you also want her as much as I want to f**k her pussy." Roy laugh.
"Shut up, Roy. If you want to f**k go and get someone to f**k, not Xandra." Angelo's voice was cold.
Roy burst out laughter, halatang naninibago rin sa inaasta ng pinsan. "What happen to you, Kuya Angelo? Are you now siding with her? Should I let Uncle Zechariah know about this?"
Angelo stayed calm. "No, I am not siding her."
"Then why don't you agree with me?" Roy asked.
"Do you want to die here, Roy? If yes, then f*****g f**k her now in front of me." Kalmado ngunit may bakas ng pagka inis na sambit ni Angelo sa pinsan.
Roy glare at me, he stares at me for a seconds before walking out distance. "I want to watch you pleasuring yourself, Xandra."
As always, I couldn't do anything to defend myself from them. I wanted to cry my heart out but I couldn't do. I don't want anyone to see my vulnerable I am.
I am so f*****g disgusted with my own body. I wanted to end this suffering. The pain already killed me but the fact that my body is not dead, the pain in chest was killing me again and again.
I am so f*****g disgusting. Pleasuring myself in front them. I just want to die now.
"Yes, like that, Xandra." Roy is smiling like a happy kid who got pampered all day.
Fuck! I want to vanish. How does my life end up like this? From the moment I was born, my suffering never end. What did I do to experience such a horrible life? Have I done something that I end up being in this situation?
