I just needed some time away from the cabin—just a moment where I couldn’t be ambushed by either Will or Mike while I tried to make sense of whatever chaos was currently unraveling inside my head. I kept picturing that one t****k sound, you know the one, where someone says, “What’s going on inside their head?” and then it cuts to some wild animal flailing around like it's lost its mind. That was me. That was the exact mental representation of my current state—just pure, chaotic energy wrapped in confusion, pacing in circles. “Kian and I are gonna go for a walk,” I announced to the collection of idiots lounging around outside, clearly done pretending they were in a UFC octagon. Both Mike and Will immediately looked up, their eyes narrowing as they tried to decode the situation. I could al

