Becoming Yours By Yastinee

3rd:Here we go again.

A month from now and we're about to graduate.I got removed from being a dean's lister and that was the very moment that i realized to just focus on myself and so i did.

I'm still trying to take it back,from being a dean's lister or to become more than that.I rarely go out because i am now focusing on my studies especially that i'm graduating.

Magmula noong nagkaroon ng away si Papa at si kuya Kly ay hindi na ni nabanggit ang pangalan ng past boyfriend ko.Gladly,they are on good terms now and still,they are asking me if i'm fine and i always respond with approval.

“Ms.Huñoz”bahagya pa akong nagulat nang tawagin ako ng Prof namin.“You're designs were perfect!I've seen it and so i decided to show it to our department,if that is fine with you?But if it's not then it's okay,i'ma take it back."masiglang sabi niya habang halata sa mukha ang pag aalinlangan.

Napatango naman ako ng sunod sunod.“It's totally fine with me Sir,i'm glad you like it."sabi ko nang nakangiti.

“You're getting better huh?"napalingon kaming lahat sa pinto dahil sa lalaking biglang sumingit sa usapan namin.

What?This can't be!

“The f**k?"mahinang usal ko.Paanong nakatayo siya diyan at nakasandal pa?I honestly don't know how to react.What the hell is happening?

And why is my reaction like this?!We broke up 7 months ago,to be axact.

Why do i feel so excited and nervous at the same time?

I stared at him with confusion,nangangapa ng masasabi sa kaniya.Kalaunan ay ngumiti na lamang ako at ibinalik ang paningin sa Professor namin.

Mr.Ponce is still looking at him while smiling?Close ba sila?

“Mr. Mancinelli,i'm glad you're back!It's been months!Are you fine now?"tanong pa niya kay Ad.

Napairap na lamang ako palihim dahil balak pa siguro nilang mag usap sa halip na magturo siya.

Napansin kong tumango tango naman si Ad at bahagyang ngumiti.Napaayos naman ako ng upo ng bigla siyang umalis sa kinatatayuan at naglakad papunta sa akin.

“Here are your designs.They are fantastic,i'm so proud of you."sabi niya sa akin at nilagay sa desk ko ang mga designs na gawa ko.

“As you should..."bulong ko.

“Oh!right!I had Mr.Mancinelli to brought and give it to you Ms.Huñoz.Her designs are amazing,right?”masigla namang sabi ng aming Guro.

Ngumiti na lamang ako nang makita ko ang pag tango ni Ad.

“I'm going now,Sir.”napabuntong hininga naman siya.“By the way Sir...Uhm,can i excuse Ms.Huñoz to come with me in the library to help me with some designs 'cause i'm having a hard time finishing those."mahabang sabi niya kay Sir.

Napakunot naman ang noo ko,his design before were almost perfect for me.I doubt that there will be a design done after this.

“We actually have a test now,i'm sorry to disappoint you Mister,but i've got no time to help you."singit ko sa usapan nila habang sa papel ang tingin.

“Actually Sir,"he continued,emphasizing the word ‘actually' and without looking at me.“That designs are what we need right now,so i need her help for it to be done fascinatingly.As what you've said earlier,her works we're amazing and so maybe she could help me finishing those?"sabi pa niya.

Napalingon ako sa kaniya at nakakunot ang noo ko.I can't believe him!

Our Professor caught my attention with his tender laugh.“Okay...okay,uhm...Ms.Huñoz,you are exempted,go with him.”He said strictly.

Saglit pa akong natulala dahil doon.Napalingon naman ako sa lalaking nasa tabi ko habang nakatayo.He's smiling,my heart melted at the scene.

Psh!Still the same good looking asshole!

I can't believe but to roll my eyes as i stood up.First,i was surprise he was there.Second,he was laughing with my Professor and now,i'm with him?because of that stupid reason!

Itinago ko muna ang papel ko at nang lumabas na siya ng silid ay sumunod na ako.

Nasa hallway na kami ng maalala ko ang nangyari noon.

Napahinto ako.“What are you doing?”tanong ko sa kaniya.

He stopped walking for awhile.Napailing naman ako.I should never ask him about it.I should forget about it.

“Nevermind.”i said and walk pass him.

We're at the coffeeshop nearby and true to his words,we are making a design.It's about a room renovation,he asked me if i could create a design about it and i said yes.

“Okay na ba ito?”i showed him the paper with a drawing on it.

Wala siyang ibinigay na theme sa akin kaya nahihirapan ako sa paggawa,sabi niya ay ipakita ko na lang daw ang nagawa ko at pipili siya.

“Create another one.”he said as he look at my paper and i just shrugged it off.

“Ang sinabi mo sa Library tayo gagawa,bakit nandito tayo?”tanong ko sa kaniya habang kumukuha ako ng bagong papel.

Napakibit balikat siya.“Next time na lang,baka iba pa magawa natin."he said as he partially diverted his gaze on me.

“Next time?”i said.

Napangiti siya.“Why?You want it now?”he gently said while smirking.

Why is he grinning like an i***t?

“What the f**k are you talking about?”i ask him with confusion in my voice.

“Ahh..i see,still my young innocent darling.”he said that made me roll my eyes.“You know,”nagkibit balikat siya.He lean at the back of the chair.“I mean,i don't mind having a family with you,at this age.”he said cooly while staring at me.

Nanlaki ang mata ko.Realization hit me!

“You were talking about s*x?”i said silently with disbelief.

Inilapit niya ang mukha habang nakangiti.“Oh hon,it's not s*x for us,it's making love."he utter with sweetness as he go back to his seat.