June
I needed to get myself together and probably far from Einar as possible. His kindness was getting to me, making me wish of things I should not. I did not want to admit that I was still a little vulnerable from the attack and that his gestures toward me were only letting me wallow in this brief but sweet moment of bliss. Other than my father, Einar was the only other male figure that I felt safe around. The need to be on attack mode disappeared whenever he was next to me and that wasn’t a good thing. I was using him as a safety net. I was becoming attached to him, probably because I no longer had a Pack and he was some sort of wolf and I did not necessarily feel like a lone wolf. like the coward I was becoming, it would have been better for me to just leave him and not look back. All
