The Horrible Gift'sThat Made Me Fall In Love

** my mom had to embarrassed me /I was insulted by vee**

The last two hours has been a mess my mom has been embarrassing me in this hospitals and on top of everything suga / rap monster etc are here.

I hate tha feeling of how she would talk about me when I was a baby and how I would s**t in my pants .

Am so embarrassed right now I feel like i should run in the frount of a moving car.

I know that you boys think Seo Ri is beautiful. when she was younger she would take my phone and hide it and she would also steal from my room she was a really nutty kid.

I only take money from your pursue mom I never stole from you, really what about when you we're 4 you stole money and gave it to Santa and you also stole from the super market.

The candy store the cake you stole and ate in that shop rember, mom I was 4 years and am probably sure your the one who used your adorable child .

ho what about the time you stole grandma diamond bracelet you put it inside you pocked even when we were looking everywere for it you wouldn't bring it out.

I rembered that she was always drowned to shiny things.

I can't take this anymore mom go to the airport now and stop making things up, You don't believe me .

I have pictures and videos your trying to send me out because your guilty.

I can't believe you stole when you were 4,suga i did not everykid alway play and eat things form the store dont day.

Woo seo Ri i think I don't believe you your mom just showed me a video, rap mon I did not and you guys should stop laughing at me its not funny.

Even if I did I was only 4 and innocent. J hope do you think she was innocent as a child? No I dont think i can ignore the evidence.

why are you all laughing at me?

. I am sorry to say this seo ri but every since you we're a child you stole .

I think there is something innocent about you. J hope I can't believe your taking sides.

I hate this I feel like crying mom!!!, okay sorry I'll be on my way to the airport now, hey suga be careful with my fruits am the one who's sick and your eating them all, baby let him eat, no they all tease me so they can't eat, mom stop, okay baby I'll be in London for 2 week's I know you are going to be discharged soon, mom I am a big girl I'll be fine have a safe trip.

I will live now but wait why is vee not here to see his girlfriend is he still angry at me. Mom his not angry there working on a new song so his busy he came last night.

I you are lieing again my inner voice is yelling at me. I tried to ignore it

I will call aunty if I need anything and suga and the guys will also take care of me, okay but don't travel out of the country to Iceland ok promise

I promise so you go I love you bye. She left and I was getting questioning look from the guys.

I know you all want to understand what mom ment about vee being my boyfriend its just a lie he was forced to tell mom that when she tried to chase him away from me.

Jim In tell them, she not vee's girlfriend you should trust her, okay so now that its not true will like to know who your type of guy is. J hope am sure you don't want to britch your contract do you?

I am only trying to appricat gods creation that all. I giggled at there conversation.

I want to thank you all for coming to see me and about what my mom said me being a thief and all its not true. I was just a small girl and i promise i don't do that now and when I was a kid i only.

I brushed her off her speach, understand seo ri we will not tell a soul

. I know, they're all laughing at me again okay you've over stayed your welcome you can go back to work. Come on we are sorry I promise we will not make fun of you again.

Anyways we wanted to thank you for saving us that da, we we're all busy so we couldn't come and the last one week vee's been busy and distracted.

His not chatty and laughing in his usual self, we tought you had a fight and wanted to know if you could fix it , you see we are going to sing a song tomorrow and his distracted if you could help will be thankful.

They all started finishing each others sentence it was so cute.

We wanted to invited you to our record studio tomorrow we are about to drop a new song want you to be the first fan to listen to our song. And also talk to vee for us, we will love it if you could come.

I really appreciate the offer but I don't think the doctor will let me get discharged before then.

I also don't have anything to do with vee's mode. okay its just that vee is feeling low, angry and all I thought you be of help we have tried everything and its in vain.

I will try to come tomorrow just don't expect too much and tell me the address, they gave me the address and left.

. I really need to see vee and talk if its about me i hope i can help.

I hate being in the hospital I will, Woo Seo Ri!! hi aunty what's wrong? nothing.

I know you are thinking about something so tell me, okay if you really want to know mom is in London for a business trip and am sure you know this.

I know you miss your mom, no aunty that not it it's just that your pragnat and am tired to stay in this hospital.

. The doctor said I wouldn't talk for a while and am talking now and my body don't hurt anyone.

I can work why don't we go get discharged. Are you crazy you mom will kill me, she doesn't have to know.

I can't seo Ri your mom will kill me, come on aunty what the different I'll be discharged nest week if I go home now I'll be fine.

I promise to take my drugs without a fight and I'll call you every day just take me home.

I don't know how to say no to you that why you are here in the first place if I, aunty I started crying I promise I'll be careful.

I promise il not put my life in danger and I'll not give you any reason to regrets taking me home.

. I will call the doctor now and ask him if its possible if only you stop crying, I did in less than a second, Doctor is it possible to get her discharge, yes her mom was the on who said she should stay we told her two days back she could discharged her daughter. But she insisted to keep her here for a while so we did as she asked.

. I see mom don't want me to go home aunty could it be that dad is not at home?

Don't panic aunty I know about the divorce just pretend I don't know anything, doc I will get discharged today and if my mother call the hospital tell her am fine.

The nest 2 hours I was discharged and on my way home it finally hit me, aunty do you know what happened to my car? ho its at home your dad brought it home for you.

I will like you to know that your father loves you am not saying this because his my brother.

I know everything that happened how he had to go to his mistress I'll be fine aunty you go home to your family I'll be fine I promise, okay I'll go.

That night I was feeling restless I couldn't rap my head around how am drowned to vee,

I don't know how am missing someone I don't know, .

I never felt this way with any guy before I slept without knowing when.

The nest day I woke up went to the bathroom and did my morning business, the bandages in my head and the cast we're taken off me last night back in the hospital my brown hair is way longer now, it felt like i was wearing a long hair wig.

. I tried to stretched my long hair it was very difficult by the way, I went to do a light make-up with chocolate lipstick on my lip.

I put on a white lace singlet that show my body a little and a red leader short skirt and a red leader jacket to match.

i also put on a red leader 6 inch leather hils that is up to my toe's.I put on some perfume that smells like vanilla and rose.

I made this sent back in school it was one of hobbies to make perfume.

I went to pick up my car keys and I picked up my headphones. my black card I put it inside my jackets pocked and held my iPhone. I held my meds in my left hand with my car key and the garag remote.

I walked out the door and took the keys opened my garag with a remote and drove my car out I locked my garage and trove to the address suga gave me.

I got to the record studio and called Park Jim In his the only guy from the bts that I have his number, hi jim in am outside the company could you come and get me am stand by the reception, okay am on my way.

I have been waiting for 35 minutes and am getting pist and I also forgot to have brakefast and my drugs are in the car, hey Woo Seo Ri thanks for making ithere.

I must say you look very beautiful , thank you and you don't look so bad your self can we go now.

This way please I fellow him quitely we got to the studio and everyone was singing and practicing.

Hi guys, hi seo ri wow you look really beautiful, and she got out of the cast, yes thank you.

What are you doing here seo ri, i was interpreted by vee in a cold voice I never tought he had, we invited her vee we wanted her to be the first to listen to our new song.

I dont understand why you invited her shes not a true amy she not our fan you could have invited someone else.

He was speaking in an on frendly manner. I couldn't help but stuttered.

I.. I um will go if its not incovnent right now vee, no you can stay they did not tell me you we're coming that's all, but you sound mad and look the part so I'll go , no need come sit down and listen and I also need to talk to you.

I am .. Is.. um everything all right , yes let's talk later, (I listen to permission to dance) its a very beautiful song guy perfect am sure your fan's will love this song. yes they will and we want you to be in the back stage when we sing this song sure.

I was taking with the guys when vee gave me a cold look.

I need to talk to you now in private , let talk here vee you can talk here your frends are no stranger , I wanna say am sorry for kissing you back at the hospital . its okay vee am also sorry ate you mad at my mom for what she did don't be I, I was cut off rudely by vee.

I also wanted to say sorry for how I reacted with your mom when she hit you, am also sorry to say that I can't have any relationship with you . you can be frends with the rest guys but I can't get close you.

I am also sorry for lieing to your mom about us being a couple i hope that you would not tell the hole world this fake news.

I know you said your not our fan but still yet you saved my life this is a 3 million dollars to say thank you for saving my life and I also, I cut him off with a slap are you crazy do you think am that cheap.

The nerve of this guy I went back to reality quickly, I did not save you become I want your money.

The only reason I saved you is becouse I could, and I have a lot of money.

I drive fast cars what make you think I'll need your money I get much more that 3 million in my account please don't try to insult me.

I see 3 million is not enough how much do you want I'll pay you off so you can stay away from me.

My heart is in pain how will you think of me this small I'll live now and I don't want to be close with you either have a nice life. Seo Ri am!! sorry park jim in I have to go I'll see you guys around.

I can't believe that asshole.

who's calling me now hey mom how are you, am fine wanted to see if your fine, am fine mom I need to eat and take my drugs now have fun love you I hung up and went to my sport car.

I used to be always calm and people couldn't get under my skin but want vee said is hurting like hell.

I was about to stat crying when my alarm went off its time to take this meds ew if I hade not promise I would have dumped the meds.

Am driving to have brakefast and I am so pist.

I got to the restaurant when a cute guy came with the menu, what can I get you madam, French toast and milk and some chocolate, ok I'll be back in a sec.

. I ate my brakefast and went home on my way how I saw someone having problems with there car.

Hello can I help you and to my surprise its Lee Min Ho that having problems with his car, no I can do it thank you your a lady and a very hot one I don't think you'd like to get dirty. Verry funny move so I can help you.

I don't think its a good idea ill wait to have some one take care of it.

I know a thing or 2 about cars I'll just try if I don't fix it then you can have your guy do it.

Am done mr Lee min ho, you can stretch the Mr and call me by my name.

I know your only trying to impress me but you can have my number and will talk. No thanks I just wanted to help my day has been going bad don't make it worst.

I advance you get into your car and know if am trying to hit on you, ok I'll give it a try but its not even up to 6 minutes when you touched my car yet.

I have some magic tricks, wait my car was not starting but few minutes after you touched my car, no need to be surprised I am a mechanical engineering so it not hard to work on cars I'll go.

Wow she hot and also can fix cars I will take her out for lunch he was saying in his mind.

I guess your trying to make a move on me now hu well I have to be somewhere see you around I let him and got into my car and drove home.

I got home and took my clothes off and was in a comfortable top and short pants I made lunch and ate drank my meds and went to bed.

The next morning I freshened up and had brakefast put on a black short grown with whit leather jacket, boots and a white bag I drove to the venue and they danced and sanged permission to dance .

I was still angry with vee I wouldn't talk to him all day.

I hate not talking to Woo Seo Ri I miss her too much she is a distraction I keep telling my self, and yet am pist that she wouldn't talk to me.

But I need her to go or else I might britch my contract or even fall for her I'll drive her out of my life for good. Vee did not know I could read his mind so I backed off.

I need to talk to you seo ri in private, you can say whatever you want to say here okay, are you stupid, don't you get the memo ho sorry scratch that i guess you dont have any pride as a woman I insulted you yesterday and yet your here again, vee what is wrong with you, not now jim in don't you get it that I hate people like you that pretend to be good.

I dont know what game your playing risking your life for us and getting invited to come to our studio or getting to stay and see us.

I can't believe I saved you vee I hate you I started crying even if I know his reason for this hard words it still hurt like hell.

. I can't believe that you think your fake tears will make me soft, vee enough don't insult her she saved us I don't think if she was trying to get close to us.

I dont care I tried to give her money so she can stop and go away but no she wouldn't live

I can't believe that you guys dont see that shes distracting us I wanted to thank her with money, vee stop your making her sad, rap mon she is just faking her tears.

Am sorry seo ri if I don't hurt you you'll stay, I hared his voice in my head and skilled.

I want to say thank you again for seeing me in the hospital and vee is right about one thing, I shouldn't have saved anyone because I don't know you I did it because i care not because I am a good person not fake buy guys I'll see you around and vee you can keep your money and good luck.

I hope you sing permission to dance just like how you did yesterday.