Elsa's POV
I shouldn't have left like that, I think, wringing my hands. I shouldn't have ruined things for Allison like that.
But I couldn't help myself. I couldn't help wondering, the whole drive to the park, if Ian would really choose Alice and what I would do if he did. I would have to smile and wish him happiness, because I love him, and I want him to be happy.
But it would tear me to pieces. I can't imagine living with that. I just can't.
I owe Allison an apology, I think with a sigh, staring out the window. That outing meant a lot to her, and I just ruined it because of my immaturity.
I know she won't continue the outing without me. I know she'll go home and worry about me for the rest of the day and it will all be my fault. Even now, my phone is vibrating in my bag and I know
