Date 2 : Confused and thrill
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“Are you out of your mind?”
“Nope, I’m serious”
“No, I don’t think so”. Then he smirks
Hah! How dare he smirk at me?
“Hey! how dare you smirk at my face!”
“I just smirk because you’re ridiculous. We just met for the first time and yet you want us to date.”
“Oh right, but I like you. I mean I like you when I hear your voice and now seeing your face makes me like you more.”
“whoa, you are blunt, Jessica Whoa, but I don’t have time for that thingy.”
That hurts for the first time in my life rejected me, but of course, this is the first time I have confessed to someone, so that’s understandable, but I cannot stand. broken hearted
I will fight for this!
He stepped back from me and went away.
I run towards him
"Wait! wait! I have a proposal... lets just date for 3 days when it doesn't work lets separate in a clean state."
He returned his black cap on his head so I can't recognize his reaction
"Sorry but I don't really have time for that specially I'm invited to have a training in SM entertainment"
SM entertainment? a well known agency.
"Wow... congratulations... you deserve it. your voice quality is superb..." I added a thumbs up
"Thanks, so if you dont have anything to say I excuse myself."
Then he pass me and walk away just like a star in sky. so near yet so far. I hope someday he shine so bright
3 months later
kriiiing kriiiing
ah so noisy I turn off my alarm clock
I opened my eyes slowly away from the sun light in my room.
its another day. A day to return to class.
By the way I'm 4th year student of B.S Psychology at Seoul National University
I'm part of music club but not active unlike my co-member
Im on my way to my class when I passed by the music room with a piano.
There is no one inside because It still early for class. I enter the room and sit on the piano set and started playing and singing 'Almost'
Can you tell me, how can one miss what she's never had?
How could I reminisce when there is not past?
How could I have memories of being happy with you, boy?
Can someone tell me how can this be?
How could my mind pull up incidents
Recall dates and times that never happened?
How could we celebrate love that's too late
And how could I really mean the words I'm about to say?
I miss the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we used to kiss
At least in my dreams just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happen to us, we were almost there
Who ever said it's impossible to miss
What you never had, never almost had you
I cannot believe I let you go or what I should say is
I should have grabbed you up and never let you go
I should have went out with you, I should have made you my boo, boy
Yeah, that is one time I should have broke the rules
Should have went on the date, should have found a way to escape
Should have turned almost into if it happen, now it?s too late
How could I celebrate a love that wasn't real?
And if it didn't happen, why does my heart feel?
I miss the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we used to kiss
At least in my dreams just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happen to us, we were almost there
Who ever said it's impossible to miss
What you never had, never almost had you
You seem to be the perfect one for me
You, you're all I ever wanted
You're my everything, yes it?s true
Boy, it's hard to be close to you
My love, boy, it may sound crazy
But I'm in love with you
I miss the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we used to kiss
At least in my dreams just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happen to us, we were almost there
Who ever said it's impossible to miss
What you never had, never almost had you
I miss the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we used to kiss
At least in my dreams just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happen to us, we were almost there
Who ever said it's impossible to miss
What you never had, never almost had you, baby
ohhhhhhh
I stop when I heard someone clapping I turn my head to see who is it.
and to my surprise. He is the one I've been missing for three months.
Do kyungsoo
"I didn't know you're into music."
"Yeah do you like it? " I run towards him
"Nice song. I think I fall inlove to the song."
"Only to the song? how about the singer?" I ask while I wiggle my one eyebrow.
"Only to the song." he grin mischievously
"you confuse me"
"nope, I just really like your rendetion. Im going now I m going to be late at my class"
he turn his back at me and start walking away
"hey wait up, you are student here?"
"obviously"
I gasp.
What the hell I didn't know he exists here at SNU.
I'm thrilled and confused at the same time
thrilled because he is here my star so near yet so far but confused of his feelings for me. maybe I also try to win his heart by my voice. he is shy to admit it.
"ahhhh ouch" I suddenly slip on following him because of the floor is still wet.
"Hey, are you okay?"
I'm on the floor cannot stand up
"I'm not" I lied so he will carry me to the infirmary
and to my dream he carries me in bridestyle
way
I smell his perfume it so manly. I think I can reach out for my star.
- Writer
