Mika
I’m unsure what occurred this morning, but I feel relieved that I didn’t have to clean the dining hall for lunch and dinner. That extra chore would have significantly extended my time at the pack house, making a busy day feel longer than necessary. It's nice to have a bit of unexpected free time today.
I often contemplate how long I can endure this situation, especially when I realize many people harbor deep resentment toward me. All the pack member's disdain stems not from anything I've done but rather from the actions of my father which isn't fair to me.
The weight of their judgment hangs heavily on me, making it seem like they enjoy my struggles and want to see me suffer for their transgressions. This thought is both painful and isolating, leaving me to wonder how much longer I
