Orin’s Pov
I couldn’t stop myself from kissing her— her scent drew me in… I didn’t want to stop.
This was like how I had imagined it… her lips were so soft. My free hand cupped her boobs as I felt her tense under my hand.
Her moan turned me on and I could hear Veythar roaring in my head.
‘Yes! Go on, claim her,’ he commanded as his voice boomed in my chest.
My hands roamed all over her body— exploring and trying to take in every inch of her body. Her moans had gotten less faint than they were before.
I picked her up and damn she was light— like a feather weight. She wrapped her legs round my waist as she held my neck tighter but didn’t break the kiss.
She went in deeper and rougher than she had before. Her nails dug deep into my skin, sending a sharp sting of pain through my body but it was a pleasurable pain that I didn’t want to end.
Slowly, I moved whilst still carrying her to the bedroom. I had to give her the utmost Orin Ashvale special.
I placed her gently on the wooden table and for the first time— I broke the kiss.
Her eyes stared at me, confused but calm but I smiled as my hand moved to her face and caressed it. It was filled with warmth but soft— freaking soft. The years had not been favorable to her but her beauty never dulled… not in any way.
I was soaking in the beauty that sat in front of me and I was filled with great pride because that beauty had wanted me and was hungry for me.
I let my eyes fill their hunger as her left eye twitched a little faster than the right eye and she did this when she was nervous. Oh s**t! I had to keep her perfectly calm.
“You look really beautiful,” my voice came out softly and calmly as I tried to break the silence between us.
Instead of a reply, I got a nervous chuckle that I would have found irritating but it was coming from the woman I had wanted for centuries and they sounded like the sweetest lullaby a baby would feel proud to hear.
Without thinking I dove into her mouth, hungrier than I was before as our moans filled the room. Her hands grabbed me closer and her legs tightened at my thighs… like she was scared of losing me.
“Take me, Orin,” she finally spoke in a calm and soothing voice.
She didn’t have to tell me twice. Almost immediately I raised her from the wooden table and took her to the bedroom.
I might get used to carrying her.
That would be the best burden ever.
I placed myself on the bed… she was now sitting on my thighs— still our lips never broke apart from each other. Her hands guided my back to fall backward with a gentle force.
In an instant, I could feel her warm breath on my neck… no… not her breath. It was her tongue.
She was using her tongue to learn my body— especially my neck and I loved every bit of it. It made me more horny and Veythar, for the first time in a long while purred.
“This is good… so good,” I praised her.
She knew how to make a man go crazy and I would gladly lose my senses.
Her tongue left my neck and slowly it trailed down to my chest— leaving hot and wet kisses. I moaned in between short and raggedy breaths.
Her tongue finally rested on my left n*****s and she sucked on it like her life depended on it. This pushed me to the edge as different sensations flooded my body. I was high on ecstasy and this was my heaven.
“f**k!” I mumbled.
“You like that?” Her voice asked as she looked up at me.
I ran my hand through her hair and smiled. “Yes, I do,” I replied.
I smiled. I lifted up her hands slowly, locking eyes with her as her hands gently moved from my body then up to my face.
This was way better than the dream I had had about her. This felt a lot more pleasant and sexier.
As if that was the word that she needed— she took the other n*****s into her mouth but this time instead of just sucking she bit and played with it and that drove me off the rails. I turned her over, tore off the shirt she had on and I had to return the favor so I sucked on her boobs.
“These are perfect,” I moaned in her boobs but didn’t remove it from my mouth.
I continued sucking as one of my hands trailed down to the head of the trousers she had on and slowly I unfastened the button and zip. I moved it down and she had a clean shave— didn’t need to see it to know.
I felt my hand on her clit as she moaned in great pleasure. She was wet! She was f*****g dripping!
I was the luckiest bastard in all of the lands.
I smiled as my mouth worked on her boobs and my hand worked on her p***y. She was moaning louder than before and the sounds were pleasing to my ears.
“Claim me, Orin. I want you inside of me,” she pleaded.
But instead of it pushing me on, I found myself stopping. I quickly removed all my body parts from her and jumped up from the bed and her body causing her to sit up and look at me with the same eyes she had been looking at me in a while except tonight.
“Did…” she cleared her throat. “Did I do something wrong?” She asked but her words were mumbled.
I looked at her, pausing in where I stood but I couldn’t and I shouldn’t have given in like this. As much as I wanted this… heck I had waited centuries for this to happen… I just couldn’t.
“It is not you, my flame.” I ran my hand through my hair as my breath became heavy. “We shouldn’t do this, not this time.”
Her eyes blinked way too fast multiple times but they stayed on me. “What… What is going on?”
“I… um…” I took a loud sniff, trying to figure out the right words to say or the right action to take so as to not make this seem like a mistake.
‘You need to tell her!’ Veythar roared in my head as I felt his claws pressing hard on my chest.
“Tell me what?” She questioned and for the first time, I couldn’t look at her.
‘Oh s**t!’ Veythar cursed.
Kaelis jolted up from the bed and not caring, didn’t even bother with the shirt. “What are you hiding, Orin?”
I tried to take my eyes off her boobs that stood in front of me— unclad. I had her right where I wanted and this was my desire, my dream but I couldn’t.
“Are you going to keep mute and not say a word?” She boomed from where she stood.
She looked scary as her eyes had darkened and her feet could be heard stomping on the floor.
“I… I can’t, Kaelis and you need… to leave,” I said. My voice that I had forced to be stable betrayed me.
“Leave? You want me to leave?” She grunted. “I was leaving when you stopped me and gave me false hopes… Now you want me to leave? Just like that? No, Orin.” She moved closer and pushed me to a wall. Her eyes were searching mine. “You need to tell me what is going on or I will ask your Lycan to,” she threatened.
“I…” I took a loud gulp. “I cannot mate with you, yet.” I nudged at her slightly, pushing myself off the wall.
“Why? You are my mate and mates need to do this,” she protested.
“I can’t and um… you need to get your memories back and until then I cannot mark you,” I added.
She looked at me in disbelief as she quietly picked up her shirt and walked out of the room without further protest. Like she needed me to push her away and I finally did. I heard the front door click as I fell to my knees, not to cry but to grovel in pain and hatred.
‘You…’
“I can’t do this anymore, Vey. It hurts,” I said as my voice broke. “I hate seeing her hurt and I hate myself for hurting her.”
‘You have no idea if it would hurt her,’ Veythar assured.
“Can’t take chances,” I retorted.
‘Then what are you going to do?’
“I need to leave,” I said as I sniffed, standing up to my feet. “She needs to be safe from me and till she gets her memories back, I won’t see her.”
I had to protect her and if it was with my last breath then I would die trying.