The girl that like a BADBOY

Mind blown

Jenny pov

My mind was blown Its not like I knew the high school bad boy, of the school like me I didn't he tall and dark skin. Hazel eyes his voice make you wet by just saying hello. And he liked me and wanted me.he was everything I dreamed of but I dont know his motives I'm worried he only trying to use me. Now of days every boy just wants to get in you pants and f**k. Sometimes it's ridiculous. I don't know if I want to get to know him.he does something to me. I am going to be thinking about him all day.will he think about me unlikely he was probably using me as a joke. The day when past in a whiff.it seem slow. Lily always take us home so we meet at are getting spot and piled into the car and speed off. They tried talking to me about Jalen but i cut it off quick. I don't have time to be thinking about him, if he not thinking about me. I have thing to do s*** to get done. I maintain a 4.0 GPA on top of swimming and working a part time job. My mom is a single mom my dad he is somewhere traveling. My mom and dad break up on and off and it's tiring. And it stresses mom out. Sometimes I hate that man. He doesn't visit, text, call nothing.i got use to it but it still hits knowing he have a daughter but he can't take 10minutes out his day. That's why I haven't dated I can't trust no one. Not one nobody going to fill that void of loneliness for me except my friends and mother I don't need boys or there problems. I got home ate the dinner my mother gave me. And I read the note she left reading “jenny working late again see u soon love and sorry I can't accompany you. Sometimes I wish I could cry but I am strong and I endure for this reason to keep my mom not do worry.later that night I showered. And put on my velvet, shorts and shirt that fit my body way to good. I was still up thinking about the bad boy. He always on my mind before I even knew I was on his he mad me feel special and I barley saw his face. My core started throbbing thinking about him. He make me moist by just a being near he is changing me and I don't know what to do. Ahhhhhhh I tried to close my eyes and drift soon my eyelids became heavy and I was in a slump of exhaustion and shock I was trying to sleep away my anxiety cause Jalen was going to become a puzzle piece in her life.