Rachel POV
As soon as he exited my room, I broke down crying. He is right, I am being unfair to him. He promised me he would protect me and by questioning his alternatives for him to keep me safe, I am selfishly protesting his ways.
I am afraid of moving in with him, but he is right, he can't keep me safe from Patrick, while being away from me. I am not afraid of him, he has shown me he is trustworthy. No, I am afraid of myself. Afraid of falling in love with him, afraid of losing my senses around him, afraid of caving in and sleeping with him, afraid of having him and then losing him. I am utterly terrified. This s**t is getting quite complicated in such a short amount of time, and we haven't even broken the news to the board.
I was afraid of losing him, I just hope he is still arou
