I got in the cab.
I didn’t plan it.
I need to say that. It wasn't some big revenge plot. I was just… broken. And tired. And I didn't want to be the girl Jason left behind. Actually, maybe I did plan it, maybe I wanted to be reckless for once. No, that's not right. I was just empty.
We ended up at this dive bar. Low lights. Smell of old beer.
He ordered whiskey. Looked at me. “Or don’t.”
“I’ll order my own,” I said.
“Good.”
He asked me why I stayed for four years. Just like that. No small talk.
“Because I thought it meant something,” I told him. I felt like a fool saying it out loud.
“And now?”
“Now I think I was just… convenient.”
His jaw tightened. Just a tiny bit. “You don’t look like someone who settles.”
I laughed. It sounded sharp. “You don’t even know me.”
“No,” he said. “But I know men like him.”
He listened to me. He didn’t try to fix me or tell me it would be okay. He just… sat there. Present. It was weird. I wasn't used to people actually listening without wanting something.
By the time the lights came up, I couldn't go back. Not to the apartment we shared. Not to his furniture.
“You should go home,” he said.
“I don’t want to.”
“Then don’t.”
Like it was that easy. Like I was allowed to just… choose.
I looked at him. This stranger.
“I want to do something I wouldn't have done yesterday,” I said.
My voice was shaking.
He didn't move. “Think carefully.”
“I am.”
I wasn't, really. But I needed to feel like I owned my own body again.
“I don’t want to be alone tonight.”
He didn't jump at it. He just watched me. “Are you sure?”
“Yes.”
The rest…
That’s mine.
It wasn't a movie. It wasn't perfect. It was just… real.
For a few hours, I wasn’t the girl from the gala. I wasn't anyone's "convenience."
I was just Nora and that felt like it was enough, until it wasn't.
Three weeks later.
I was sitting on the floor of a clinic bathroom staring at a plastic stick.
Two lines.
God, nothing is ever simple.
“Nora Hayes?”
“Yeah. Here.”
The nurse was looking at her tablet.
“Emergency contact?”
“Just me,” I said.
She nodded. “And the father?”
I felt like I was going to throw up. “I know who he is.”
“Full name?”
I opened my mouth to say his name when..
The door opened.
I felt him before I saw him. That stiff weight in the air.
I looked up.
Same suit tailored to his body like he was born with it. Same scar.
Alexander.
He looked at me and for a second, his face just… crumbled. Then he pulled it back together.
“Mr. Cole,” the nurse said. “I didn’t realize you were joining—”
“He’s not,” I snapped.
He didn't look at her. Just me.
“There’s something I should have told you,” he said. His voice was rough.
I knew.
I don't know how, but I knew.
“Jason,” I whispered.
His jaw went rigid. “My younger brother.”
The room felt like it was spinning. I gripped the pregnancy test so hard I thought it might snap.
“I didn’t know who you were that night,” he said. “Nora, I swear.”
I believed him. That was the worst part. I believed him and it didn't change anything, it just made the floor feel like it was falling away.
“Get out.”
“Nora—”
“Get out of this room!”
He looked at me, something heavy and dark shifted in his eyes, and then he left.
Silence.
Paper gown. Fluorescent lights. Two lines.
One night. Two brothers. One huge, messy disaster.
I was sitting there in that stupid paper gown that doesn’t even cover anything properly, like if I moved too fast it would just—fall apart or something, and the light was so bright it made everything feel fake.
Like a set.
Like I wasn’t really there.
The test was in my hand and I kept looking at it and then looking away like maybe if I didn’t look for a second it would… change.
It didn’t.
Two lines.
Just sitting there like it was nothing. Like it didn’t just—
God.
I could hear the paper on the bed crinkling every time I breathed and it was so loud. Why was it so loud?
I felt sick.
Like actually sick. Not dramatic sick. Like if I stood up too fast I was going to throw up and then what? Just—clean it up and pretend everything’s fine?
One night.
That’s what keeps looping.
One night and now I’m here in this room that smells like disinfectant and bad decisions holding something that means I can’t just… undo anything.
And the worst part is I can’t even think straight about it because every time I try my brain just goes—
nope.
Too much.
So I just sat there holding it.
Like if I didn’t move, nothing else would either.
My phone buzzed.
Unknown number: I’m in the lobby. I’ll wait. You shouldn't be alone.
I read it three times.
I looked at the door. Then the test.
I didn't know what to do. I just… I stood up.
He was still there.
But he wasn't alone.