Macy's POV Everyone was walking on eggshells around me and I hated it. They thought I was so fragile which made them afraid to tell me anything much less upset me thinking I was going to commit suicide again. If I'm being honest, I had no idea what had compelled me to do it in the first place. I do remember feeling this strong sense of darkness washing over me and covering me like a heavy blanket. All the things that I had been holding onto came boiling out so fast I didn't even have time to comprehend anything. And then I had down it, tried to kill myself but Keith had stopped me. Though that wasn't enough, I still had fighting power in me and I did it again when he wasn't there which only ended up in me being in a coma for a month and hurting the people that loved and cared about me. I

