"proceed with the plan"
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" proceed with the plan"
Jordan'sPOV
I knew my insomnia was disturbing but it was not as disturbing as trying to let her know that I could only sleep with her beside me . She would probably see me as a ruthless pervert who was after her body and nothing else but at least I knew she was more dangerous than I am. I craved for her touch and her kisses , her caresses ooh so tender made me feel amazing and go into ecstasy. I couldn't help but state at her whenever I got a chance to and mesmerize at her astonishing looks. Anita was a sight for sore eyes and she was built beautifully it was quite evident for everyone to see . I adored her personality as well ,it was really catchy and she was always full of joy and enthusiastic about life . How she handled Izzy also made me like her even more. How she handled both Anabelle and Izzy actually made me love her even more . She was making me feel things I didn't want to feel anymore. Florence was enough. I didn't want to go through that path again.
Emotions?
They are quite messy and tend to muddle my sense of reasoning and I wouldn't want to go through that path again . I didn't want to indulge in such especially at that moment when my cousin was on the move .
Unlike Florence,this girl didn't know what she was doing , she didn't know she was stirring the heart of one of the greatest heirs .
’They warned her, don’t go in there
Thre’s creatures who are hiding in the dark’’
I guess her mother must have sold the same to little Red Riding Hood just before she set off to her grandmother’s place , just as Izzy said to me but look who did’t listen.
‘She knew she was hypnotized.
And walking on cold thin ice
Then it broke, and she awake again’’
I guess I was a fool though I always had the feeling all along .I was trading on thin ice but I welcomed it with open arms ,fooled by his good looks and sugar coated words just like the wolf in the story , but now I was jerked back to the reality of life.
Feeling so embarrassed ,I walked away through the back entrance because I didn’t want to encounter the reporters , they would definitely have a field day after this event.
Tina must be over the moon right now while Eden would probably be like.’’I told you so’’ and Izzy well Izzy would probably chide me with thjat attiyude of hers’’ I warned you, didn’t I?’’
I was so mortified right now wiahing nothing but for the earth to open up and swallow me whole .How could they do this to me?
Though my mind kept telling me Jordan was fooled into this ,I didn’t want to believe it, it gave me a reason to hate him.
Right now I just wanted to hide from everybody away from this cause my heart was hurting terribly I even told him I loved him.
What a great fool I was , perhaps Kim was right I am a curse , a failure , destined not to see good things.
I had to disappear , away from all this craziness away from Jordan.
But then I realized I was not with my purse .In that moment of panic I had left oit at the table my credit cards , cellphone and cash were in there.
‘’s**t’’ I cursed , realizing just how much I screwed up, I shook my head , there was no way I was returning to that ballroom , no way, I would rather trek to death that do it.
But then I couldn’t go through the entrance either , some of the repoters were still outside and they had seen me ride with Jordan.
They weren’t called reporters for no reason , they would probably figure out something was wrong and bombard me with never ending questions .
I thought of the back entrance but Jordan men were there and he was probably ordedered them to stop me from leaving so I can listen to this.
‘’Explanation’’, note the sarcasm.
So I can choose the underground parking lot it would be the perfect hiding spot to vent out my frustration and cry myself to sleep unnoticed or luckily catch a ride from a good Samaritan and get out of his hellhole.
I stuck to my plan and thankfully the place was lonely, much to my comfort ,I could now bawl out my eyes undisturbed.
But the tears began dropping and clouding my vision before I could find a good hiding place.
It hurts too much ,I felt like dying .Why is everyone so cruel to me? What did I do wrong?
Maybe because I was so emotional . I hardly noticed I was being followed until the hairs on my body stood on edge.
I’ve always had a good instinct and now it was warning me of danger , but it was too late.
A strong arm hooked around my neck before I could react , followed by a white cloth pressed against my nose.
My eyes widened ,I’ve lived long enough ,read and watched enough movies to know that rag was drugged and the fact I’ll be knocked out in seconds if I dare inhale whatever substance that was in it.
So I held my breath and struggled with him but he was so large and strong, unfortunately I was one tough cockroach to kill.
Perharps my abductor noticed the drugging was taking too long , so he tightened his grip around my neck nearly suffocating me .
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